Tag: feel

I want to be completely raw and honest about everything

Keywords: mother hood , pregnancy

I think we live in a world where no matter how connected we are, through social media, we all still feel alone. Most of us will not admit it. We feel alone even if we have a million followers, or we have a booked-up schedule with events and parties. Even when we have a family, friends, partners, kids, life is lonely. At the end of the day the only person inside your head is you. I cannot cure loneness but if I could help one person feel less alone than they did before that is more than I could asked for. As kid I was always told every feeling I had was wrong. Every thing I thought was wrong. The way the I looked, dressed, everything about me was wrong. I never wanted anyone to feel that way about themselves. Constantly trying to change everything about yourself to fit in. To be looked at as normal. I learned over the years that, that is not normal. I believe in letting my kids be who they are even if it’s not something I understand.

https://beyondthemommystruggle.wordpress.com/2021/09/30/just-the-beginning

I told you we don’t want to put a label on it, my stupid brain decided to want to put a label on it in that day

Keywords: 1000islands , Marriage , Niagara , Studentlife

I went to Niagara, I went to Niagara. I’ve seen that holy freaking falls at night! Not in a day light. It was magical fellas. That lighting, that sound of water, feeling totally free. I wasn’t thinking that I would go on touristic travels. Because I’ve prepared myself to work, study and work.

https://smallkebabsdiary.com/2021/09/21/things-are-getting-up-and-down

Extremely thanks to my over thinking self, I am making a courage, to open up enough to write about it here

Keywords: {0}

I didn’t stop myself there and questioned, “What was it? Was it bad? And, was it right?” I did not have the courage to ask anybody or even my own family or maybe didn’t have words to describe it haphazardly. Back then, till 2019, I was a shy person, who forcibly or sometimes unnoticeably suppressed her feelings, and my mind used to be all black out, i used to cry, I, did not shoutmaybe it was enough to cry loud and louder in my mind, then to think deeply about how many days I, cried in last week or last month or last year, how I, was surviving but not actually living.

https://ideaofromance.wordpress.com/2021/09/04/we-see-a-lot-of-things-but-we-just-ignore-them-why