Extremely thanks to my over thinking self, I am making a courage, to open up enough to write about it here

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I didn’t stop myself there and questioned, “What was it? Was it bad? And, was it right?” I did not have the courage to ask anybody or even my own family or maybe didn’t have words to describe it haphazardly. Back then, till 2019, I was a shy person, who forcibly or sometimes unnoticeably suppressed her feelings, and my mind used to be all black out, i used to cry, I, did not shoutmaybe it was enough to cry loud and louder in my mind, then to think deeply about how many days I, cried in last week or last month or last year, how I, was surviving but not actually living.

https://ideaofromance.wordpress.com/2021/09/04/we-see-a-lot-of-things-but-we-just-ignore-them-why

I want to be able to be more confident

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Usually when I’m talking to a friend, adult, or coworker, I don’t make a lot of eye contact and I stutter on my words. In most of my communication I use humor because I have done that for so long, I find it difficult to stay away. I don’t see anything wrong with using humor because if there was only one way of communicating, I would find it very boring. One form of communication I use a lot is “intrapersonal communication”. Sometimes I don’t like what my inner voice is telling me, but I get the message. One common scenario I have is “oh, this is embarrassing”. Honestly, it’s only embarrassing if you make yourself feel embarrassed. I would love to accomplish all that I can presented to me in this course. At the end, not being nervous to talk in front of people and communicating effectively are two of my main goals. In order for me to achieve this goal, I need to know inside and out what I’m talking about and I need to have fun with it, as long as I take it seriously.

https://jess879644674.wordpress.com/2021/08/25/what-i-want-to-get-out-of-communication

It’s up to me to open my mouth and invite people I want

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I feel like a shadow and I feel like nothing. Maybe this is why it doesn’t hurt as much as I think it should. I guess I am just dejected that things don’t feel how I thought they would. Nobody has really ever taken an interest in my life unless its to fuck it up.

https://starlazuli.wordpress.com/2021/08/30/lately-i-have-just-felt-so-lonely