Keywords: chronic disease , endometriosis , infertility , reproductive health , reproductive issues , womens health
My husband and I did go through fertility treatment and countless years of tears when my period would start. Am I just all cried out? Have I truly come to peace with the fact that I will never conceive or give birth? I hope so. And I should, right? Because how lucky am I to have two INCREDIBLE (yes, INCREDIBLE) step-kids who love and accept me as their Mol-Mol. Two amazing step-kids who I have been a part of their worlds since almost 4 and 1.5 years old.
Keywords: Writing , meaning , purpose , Moral Compass , acceptance , depression , anxiety , emotions , creativity , belief , blogging
My writing has given me clarity about what I want to do next. I will be starting an online degree in psychology next year with a long-term view of changing careers. I also have an idea for a number of books I plan to write.
Keywords: Mental Health , Wholistic Wellness , abuse , attachment , change , healing , integrity , joy , love , narcissism , trauma , trauma healing , wellness
I’m realizing I’ll have to give it to myself awkwardly. Flailingly, insufficiently… but, at least consistently. Semi-consistently. Enough to show me that I am here most of the time.
Keywords: family , life stressors , mental health , relationsips
My point is, burn out can be normal. Mental illness is also more common than people understand.
Keywords: depression , emotions , fear , hopelessness , life , lost , wonder
I fear that I’ll never find that soulmate and have another family. I’ve always gravitated toward people who have maternal traits or who possess a comforting and guiding trait. I fear to never allow someone in my life who would see that I am full of love and I can give back. I fear that my past limits my future. I fear that I cannot be transparent about the obstacles in my life that have shaped who I am today. I fear that I will not have an impact on people. I fear that I will never want to show love and accept love because of simply it not working out. I fear having expectations because I have continuously been dissapointed. I wonder if hope and prayer is just this false illusion that comforts us in the moments of despair and hopelessness. I’ve always referred to myself as a meandering lost soul. I continue to search for what my passion and drive is, but not certain of how to apply it to make me successful.https://ellhines.wordpress.com/2018/04/24/fear
Keywords: abroad , family , inspiration , london , love , mywhy , portugal , travel
I’ve always loved to travel and learn more about other cultures and languages.https://adventureswithsav.com/2021/08/30/why-i-travel
Keywords: life , fertility , infertility , ivf , mental health , pregnancy , prenatal loss
I don’t need fame, fortune or material things. I do, however, need love and support and good food. #truestory. I enjoy good food!https://thatsingaporegirl2408.wordpress.com/2021/08/09/that-singapore-girl