I have very purposeful relationships with my family and friends that have allowed me to grow and become what I am now and what I want to be in the future

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I choose to be my most authentic self in all aspects of my life and I vow to help others grow and live in that same space for their own self. I am unapologetically loving every moment that I live in. At the gym. At life. At home. And in my head.

https://gymjunkiess.wordpress.com/2021/11/21/a-little-more-about-me

I really miss having a partner

Keywords: Life

I am really tired of just being “alone” …I really value my alone time, but I want a partner. I have been doing everything by myself…taking my bike to places to ride it alone…. going to cultural and community “events” alone …volunteering alone… taking classes to learn new things alone… People do things with friends, family or partners – I do them alone.

https://alittlebitofeverything.life/2021/11/20/im-fine-sort-of

I want to walk from now on

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I don’t think I will go to the gym anymore […] and I think I must be strict on the diet. I have forgotten to read and doodle and create Zen art. My poetry does not flow. I don’t have a bank balance-I am good doing odd jobs that come my way. I don’t have a circle of best friends (my bestie is my partner) but I do have a confidant or two. I might not be well loved by the society (my intuition tells me so) but if I am loved by God and family, that should be enough. I don’t lead a roller-coaster life full of excitement and thrills but I am happy with my stability and peace.

https://wisdominbites.wordpress.com/2021/11/12/a-work-in-progress

I am so beyond lucky to be in their lives

Keywords: chronic disease , endometriosis , infertility , reproductive health , reproductive issues , womens health

My husband and I did go through fertility treatment and countless years of tears when my period would start. Am I just all cried out? Have I truly come to peace with the fact that I will never conceive or give birth? I hope so. And I should, right? Because how lucky am I to have two INCREDIBLE (yes, INCREDIBLE) step-kids who love and accept me as their Mol-Mol. Two amazing step-kids who I have been a part of their worlds since almost 4 and 1.5 years old.

https://lifewithendoblog.com/2021/10/13/sterile

When I do good in one area, I want to keep that momentum going and consequently fall short in another

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When I am on a roll with writing, I neglect my family. When I spend time with my family, I worry that I didn’t do enough to find a job. At the end of one task, I will try to do another and seemingly lack the energy and focus I want. The wheels in my head start turning and by the end of the day, I feel like nothing was accomplished.

https://drjnarine.wordpress.com/2021/10/04/hows-your-work-life-balance

I want to be completely raw and honest about everything

Keywords: mother hood , pregnancy

I think we live in a world where no matter how connected we are, through social media, we all still feel alone. Most of us will not admit it. We feel alone even if we have a million followers, or we have a booked-up schedule with events and parties. Even when we have a family, friends, partners, kids, life is lonely. At the end of the day the only person inside your head is you. I cannot cure loneness but if I could help one person feel less alone than they did before that is more than I could asked for. As kid I was always told every feeling I had was wrong. Every thing I thought was wrong. The way the I looked, dressed, everything about me was wrong. I never wanted anyone to feel that way about themselves. Constantly trying to change everything about yourself to fit in. To be looked at as normal. I learned over the years that, that is not normal. I believe in letting my kids be who they are even if it’s not something I understand.

https://beyondthemommystruggle.wordpress.com/2021/09/30/just-the-beginning