I am so beyond lucky to be in their lives

Keywords: chronic disease , endometriosis , infertility , reproductive health , reproductive issues , womens health

My husband and I did go through fertility treatment and countless years of tears when my period would start. Am I just all cried out? Have I truly come to peace with the fact that I will never conceive or give birth? I hope so. And I should, right? Because how lucky am I to have two INCREDIBLE (yes, INCREDIBLE) step-kids who love and accept me as their Mol-Mol. Two amazing step-kids who I have been a part of their worlds since almost 4 and 1.5 years old.

https://lifewithendoblog.com/2021/10/13/sterile

When I do good in one area, I want to keep that momentum going and consequently fall short in another

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When I am on a roll with writing, I neglect my family. When I spend time with my family, I worry that I didn’t do enough to find a job. At the end of one task, I will try to do another and seemingly lack the energy and focus I want. The wheels in my head start turning and by the end of the day, I feel like nothing was accomplished.

https://drjnarine.wordpress.com/2021/10/04/hows-your-work-life-balance

I want to be completely raw and honest about everything

Keywords: mother hood , pregnancy

I think we live in a world where no matter how connected we are, through social media, we all still feel alone. Most of us will not admit it. We feel alone even if we have a million followers, or we have a booked-up schedule with events and parties. Even when we have a family, friends, partners, kids, life is lonely. At the end of the day the only person inside your head is you. I cannot cure loneness but if I could help one person feel less alone than they did before that is more than I could asked for. As kid I was always told every feeling I had was wrong. Every thing I thought was wrong. The way the I looked, dressed, everything about me was wrong. I never wanted anyone to feel that way about themselves. Constantly trying to change everything about yourself to fit in. To be looked at as normal. I learned over the years that, that is not normal. I believe in letting my kids be who they are even if it’s not something I understand.

https://beyondthemommystruggle.wordpress.com/2021/09/30/just-the-beginning

If I have a time, I want to talk with them

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There are local people in the park like pubs. For example, parents and children who play with balls or run through park and old people who have walks or young people who run on the road in the park.

https://ram887010822.wordpress.com/2021/10/13/we-can-enjoy-conversations-in-various-places-with-many-foreigners-%f0%9f%91%b1%f0%9f%8f%bb%e2%80%8d%e2%99%80%ef%b8%8f%f0%9f%a7%91%f0%9f%8f%bb%e2%80%8d%f0%9f%a6%b1%f0%9f%a7%95%f0%9f%8f%bc

It’s important to me to share stories and show others why I am passionate about so many different things while encouraging individuals to do the same

Keywords: community , Family Travel , Fitness , lifestyle , mom blog , momlife , parenting

I don’t cry because of the negative memories, I cry because I WON. I win over and over again every day, and I will never stop. I cry because I supported my children and provided them a life of opportunity, love, and consistency, when I should’ve broke. I cry because I decided to move on and chase my dreams, while remaining hopeful and positive. I also cry because it was worth the pain in order to find my loving fiance’, it was worth ending up in a job that I love to wake up to and it was worth it because I have found my PASSION for life. The passion and purpose was always there, but I just had to figure out where it was inside of me :).

https://livininleggings.com/2021/09/22/not-just-a-mom

These are my recent thoughts, take it or leave it

Keywords: depression , emotions , fear , hopelessness , life , lost , wonder

I fear that I’ll never find that soulmate and have another family. I’ve always gravitated toward people who have maternal traits or who possess a comforting and guiding trait. I fear to never allow someone in my life who would see that I am full of love and I can give back. I fear that my past limits my future. I fear that I cannot be transparent about the obstacles in my life that have shaped who I am today. I fear that I will not have an impact on people. I fear that I will never want to show love and accept love because of simply it not working out. I fear having expectations because I have continuously been dissapointed. I wonder if hope and prayer is just this false illusion that comforts us in the moments of despair and hopelessness. I’ve always referred to myself as a meandering lost soul. I continue to search for what my passion and drive is, but not certain of how to apply it to make me successful.

https://ellhines.wordpress.com/2018/04/24/fear

I will hit publish before my anxious self can get in the way and put fear in me to either not post or save this as a draft

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I want to push out of my routine and create a new one. A new routine where I write and take photos in addition to working. A new me where if I don’t get my workout in but laughed and played with my family instead I am ok with that. If I want to take some photos the dishes can wait. It’s easy for me to say but harder for me to do as I struggle with OCD and anxiety. I don’t want my children to grow up OCD or anxious like me. I want to encourage my children to grow and explore things and showing them is the best example. My son loves to write and so do I. I am always encouraging him to write but never taking my own advice. So here I am writing.

https://purplemessmom.family.blog/2021/08/06/take-my-own-advice