I told her that was the best possible card I could ever receive on this date

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One friend wrote a beautiful tribute about me and shared it with me. It honestly sounded a bit like a eulogy, but that’s ok. I think we have things on earth screwed up. We wait until a person is dead to tell them how much we love them and say nice things about them. I think we should do that while people are living.

https://squirrelchat.wordpress.com/2021/07/21/6-years-later-ill-take-it

You may start with all the gusto, then midway you are left wondering where it all went

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Having identified and accepted the problem, I think the next step is dissecting the problem. This should be a slow process that would probably require an aged therapist with glasses and a room with a wall full of books. I don’t have much on my plate right now. I can role play the aged therapist in glasses twice a week. I have all the time to work on myself, to start something and see the end of it or see it through. I will first commit to the healing process. I will start with a small task like working on my weight. Later I will graduate to making sure I utilize this space. I think by the time I am turning 30 which is in a few weeks time, I will have started checking up on people randomly.

https://itskirigo.wordpress.com/2020/05/25/could-be-commitment-issues

When neither of your parents, or anyone in your family has ever really been needy around each other, it doesn’t really set the precedent for you to be open, vulnerable, needy or fragile emotionally

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Strength is praised, weaknesses cause irritation and rectification. Flaws are not to be accommodated, only fixed.

https://mattwilliamsonlive.wordpress.com/2021/06/07/reflections-2