I should challenge myself and face my fears

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I’ll be trying out a bunch of activities that I find interesting alone. Hopefully through this experience that I’m sharing with you, I will learn more about myself. My blog will be focusing on lifestyle, fashion, self love, and everything about me. Rather than experiencing this alone I think it is quite nice to share it with other people through blogging. I think that there are people out there who will relate to me.

https://yolandamplatyi.wordpress.com/2021/10/11/introductory-post

Extremely thanks to my over thinking self, I am making a courage, to open up enough to write about it here

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I didn’t stop myself there and questioned, “What was it? Was it bad? And, was it right?” I did not have the courage to ask anybody or even my own family or maybe didn’t have words to describe it haphazardly. Back then, till 2019, I was a shy person, who forcibly or sometimes unnoticeably suppressed her feelings, and my mind used to be all black out, i used to cry, I, did not shoutmaybe it was enough to cry loud and louder in my mind, then to think deeply about how many days I, cried in last week or last month or last year, how I, was surviving but not actually living.

https://ideaofromance.wordpress.com/2021/09/04/we-see-a-lot-of-things-but-we-just-ignore-them-why

I want to take advantage of every moment possible in this new adventure

Keywords: burnout , creativity , freinds , grad school , health , jail , job , marraige , mental wellbeing , middle age , new writer , writer , writing , adventure , friends , grand teton , new writers , writing commmunity , yellowstone

It’s slowly occurring to me that it may take a while to recharge fully. After 22 years of serving others, especially after this past year and a half, it’s time for me to take care of myself. I keep reminding myself that I need a break.

https://christyflutterby.com/2021/08/29/a-dry-well

I want people reading this to know it’s ok to trust your gut

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I immediately thought about my 20s: all the roadblocks and subsequent miracles that had to happen for me to have the privilege of sitting on that bike overlooking the New York City skyline that day. As I close this chapter and embark on my 30’s (which btw everyone says is 10x better than your 20s and so far I agree), it’s fitting for me to finally share about those roadblocks, and the pride I have for overcoming them.

https://meinalisasmiles.com/2021/08/27/raising-the-bar-at-30

These are my recent thoughts, take it or leave it

Keywords: depression , emotions , fear , hopelessness , life , lost , wonder

I fear that I’ll never find that soulmate and have another family. I’ve always gravitated toward people who have maternal traits or who possess a comforting and guiding trait. I fear to never allow someone in my life who would see that I am full of love and I can give back. I fear that my past limits my future. I fear that I cannot be transparent about the obstacles in my life that have shaped who I am today. I fear that I will not have an impact on people. I fear that I will never want to show love and accept love because of simply it not working out. I fear having expectations because I have continuously been dissapointed. I wonder if hope and prayer is just this false illusion that comforts us in the moments of despair and hopelessness. I’ve always referred to myself as a meandering lost soul. I continue to search for what my passion and drive is, but not certain of how to apply it to make me successful.

https://ellhines.wordpress.com/2018/04/24/fear

There’s a lot of shit that keeps on coming in my tiny brain of 1400cc capacity with an overfunctional amygdala and emotions oozing out and I want to write it all

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my thought process works bongers and that is why I want to write it all. So yes, welcome aboard guys! Maybe you could share a laugh or two with me or probably laugh at me or just feel cringed out and disgusted but I probably  won’t ever post this online. So fuck it, I’m still writing this.

https://thediaryofjustanothercommonwoman.wordpress.com/2021/08/18/welcome-aboard