Keywords: Tagebuch , fears , insecurities , junk , maybe not junk , myself , ramble
I’m fearing now for my future. I want to study music education, but im not very good at playing the guitar and I can’t sing so good, but I like it, singing and playing guitar, it’s one of the few things I really like, but I’m self conscious about it.
Keywords: Life , Uncertainty In The 20s
I have failed yet I am so young to many people. Someone said remove the age limit in your dreams and goals and get them done no matter how long it takes. This was a good thing to say but that doesn’t mean that the age won’t cross my mind and I will feel like a failure. The pressure sometimes comes from seeing younger people than me do so much and succeed yet I’m still here.
Keywords: cabininthewoods , Dayofmydreams , isolation journals, Journal writing , Reflections
I want to retire. I am ready now to retire, but not sure how to go about it. Maybe one more year of teaching and occasional performances, and then I’ll decide on a new adventure. Gradual retirement will not work for me — too many exciting opportunities are available, and I can’t see to let them go by without accepting the challenge. I have tried to semi-retire, but within a few months my schedule was full again.