I want to want things

Keywords: want , desire , thoughts , levi , engaged

I do not know if I have always done this or if this has just started in the last ten years or maybe less. Something has shifted as I have become an adult paying rent and living on my own. I am more worried and sleep lighter; always on alert. I used to enjoy things, now those things are fewer and further between. I have always enjoyed the activities of those around me, even if I came to be the one leading them, but I am not quite sure which activities I love and which ones I have learned to enjoy because of my social circles. I don’t really like anime, but I was an anime club president for a year and if you would like to watch one I will absolutely watch it with you (“No, you’re right. It was pretty cool.”) I enjoy going out but not as much as I like a small group on the couch chatting and playing games with changing rules. I used to write and sometimes I would paint. I used to make cosplays and try Harry Potter inspired cupcake recipes. I used to sing and laugh at work. When did I become unhappy? When did I stop wanting to be happy enough that I did the things that made me happy?

https://nesaspieces.wordpress.com/2021/02/25/what-do-i-want

I want to know more, make memories, explore, some things that i might try so that I can have more memorable situations

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My hobbies, I love playing online games like MLBB, WILDRIFT, LOL, DOTA 2, OVERWATCH and many more. When I was in Grade 10 (last year) we join at the event tournament playing Mobile Legends. And we won, we are the Champion it was fun, I enjoyed playing.

https://amyblogintroduction.wordpress.com/2020/11/06/my-favorite-things-to-do

Maybe my goal for the future is, to know what I want to do and to know how to to get there

Keywords: 30 days writing challenge

I actually just would like to have a job that I’m happy and passionate about. That pays the bill and allows me to have extra money to have fun and help people. The job that gives satisfaction that even when I have to do overtime, that did not make me groan in anger and frustration. The job that doesn’t require me to sugarcoat and over-promise in the proposal as long as it generates money, doesn’t think about how are we going to deliver that.

https://rrumaisa.wordpress.com/2020/10/30/day-29-30-days-of-writing-challenge

I have so much more free time to do fun things

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I am starting to lean towards taking a gap year next year and just seeing what happens. I had such intense tunnel vision at the beginning of college in regards to soccer and wanting to be a doctor that now I feel like I missed out on pursuing other interests. Now that I am certain I’m not interested in either of those things, I want to take the time to explore other things. The best and most fun opportunities I have encountered so far have happened when I take a step back and explore what makes me most excited. I am also nervous that if I rush into school again I might miss out on unique opportunities that wont be around for too long. I won’t be young forever but law school isn’t going anywhere!!

https://grace12.travel.blog/2020/10/28/senior-year-week-10