I probably ‘like’ him because he makes me feel better about myself

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There’s this person I respect who seems to be part of or head of every single club and a literal polyglot-musician-actress-mathematician genius but still somehow remains cheerful and gets good grades. I aspire to be like her, but yet don’t want to be like her – I want to be myself. I want to know what I’m passionate about and carve a little niche where I can be good at what I do. I know I want to be in a STEM career, but not specifically what I want to do. We are gearing up to IB and choosing our options, and all everyone seems to ask is “what do you want to be in the future?” I always say a doctor, but some days I ruminate about being an editor, or a museum curator. Careers that seem nothing to do with the path I’ll probably end up going.

https://mymindfile.wordpress.com/2020/12/15/example-post-3

My experience of being a mixed girl has had its perks of finding multiple groups to connect to, but there’s its drawbacks of not really knowing what I identify with and who I truly fit in with

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I am majoring in Elementary Education and Multilingual Learning, and as said before, I am currently a student athlete at UHM. I could not imagine myself being anywhere else, and I have no set plans to where I want to be after this short part of my life. Being a teacher has always been a career dream of mine, because working with kids and having a job I am passionate about, is all I want. Right now in life, I feel that I am at a peak. I feel that the world is starting to show me more to understand it, and I am doing the same for myself.

https://edef360.wordpress.com/2020/08/30/that-one-soccer-player

I want to want things

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I do not know if I have always done this or if this has just started in the last ten years or maybe less. Something has shifted as I have become an adult paying rent and living on my own. I am more worried and sleep lighter; always on alert. I used to enjoy things, now those things are fewer and further between. I have always enjoyed the activities of those around me, even if I came to be the one leading them, but I am not quite sure which activities I love and which ones I have learned to enjoy because of my social circles. I don’t really like anime, but I was an anime club president for a year and if you would like to watch one I will absolutely watch it with you (“No, you’re right. It was pretty cool.”) I enjoy going out but not as much as I like a small group on the couch chatting and playing games with changing rules. I used to write and sometimes I would paint. I used to make cosplays and try Harry Potter inspired cupcake recipes. I used to sing and laugh at work. When did I become unhappy? When did I stop wanting to be happy enough that I did the things that made me happy?

https://nesaspieces.wordpress.com/2021/02/25/what-do-i-want