Keywords: anxiety , arteriovenous malformation , avm , brain fog , brain surgery
Do you [ever] have those day when you are just exhausted and you can’t get anything right? It is so hard. Right after brain surgery that was my daily life. It’s gotten better over the years, but it still happens more often than I’d like. If I can’t sleep at night my next day never goes well.
Keywords: journal to the end , blog , broken , frustrated , fuck life , journal , life , motivation , words
I live on an autopilot mode of Eat Sleep Work Repeat. I want to break this vicious cycle, but I don’t know how.
Keywords: Mental Health , Wholistic Wellness , abuse , attachment , change , healing , integrity , joy , love , narcissism , trauma , trauma healing , wellness
I’m realizing I’ll have to give it to myself awkwardly. Flailingly, insufficiently… but, at least consistently. Semi-consistently. Enough to show me that I am here most of the time.
Keywords: community , Family Travel , Fitness , lifestyle , mom blog , momlife , parenting
I don’t cry because of the negative memories, I cry because I WON. I win over and over again every day, and I will never stop. I cry because I supported my children and provided them a life of opportunity, love, and consistency, when I should’ve broke. I cry because I decided to move on and chase my dreams, while remaining hopeful and positive. I also cry because it was worth the pain in order to find my loving fiance’, it was worth ending up in a job that I love to wake up to and it was worth it because I have found my PASSION for life. The passion and purpose was always there, but I just had to figure out where it was inside of me :).