Tag: hope

I want to post more, to be helpful to others, or perhaps even inspire … but lately I can barely help myself, so I guess that’s where I need to continue to focus my energy and attention for now

Keywords: anxiety , cancer , crisis , depression , family , healing , heart , kids , leiomyosarcoma , lung nodules , mental health , ptsd , radiation , relationships , scans , stage iv , suffering

I realize this post probably doesn’t sound a whole lot like me… but I don’t feel much like myself anymore anyway. My poor husband and kids have had to watch me struggle to get through each day, to cry and cry because I can’t do the things I want, or even Need to do, and be ok with everything changing More because mom can’t tolerate much of anything. I absolutely Hate having to take life day by day. And after 4.5 years of being forced to do that against my will, now I have to take things hour by hour, sometimes minute by minute. I do not have the luxury of planning anything for the future. As human beings, we thrive on having things to which we can look forward … I have fear and terror of what could happen. With a teeny tiny sliver of hope that I am Really struggling to maintain.
https://laurenmgdoyle.com/2024/06/17/doing-my-best

2025-12-01
I wanted more than anything to stay there with her

Keywords: abandonment , bipolar , childhood trauma , depression , parenting

but instead I was returned to NY. To my closet, and my dashed dreams. I think it would have been better to have never seen her life out there in Ohio. I think my hope was almost extinguished, but instead that intermittent reinforcement came instead. I went back to the hoping. My little heart just wouldn’t quit. Maybe she would come for me, or maybe she would take me there to her perfect house and her big perfect tub.
https://thebipolarfarmer.com/2012/06/07/intermittent-reinforcement

2025-09-18
I wanted to accomplish!

Keywords: Diabetes Daily , Not Just Diabetes , blood sugar , blood sugar management , goals , traveling with diabetes , type 1 diabetes

As briefly mentioned in the previous post, I recently (in the last two years) starting experimenting with what it would be like to set goals in line with my desires. This seems basic as I type it, but I think what I was doing before was setting goals in line with my hopes or maybe more realistically, my shoulds. Even if it was a goal I wanted (desired) to accomplish, I would set it on a hope/should timeline. For example, I wanted to publish a book – by the time I was thirty – and I didn’t. Although really, I just meant that I wanted to write in a format that other people would read. But I thought I needed to manipulate this desire into a framework where I could measure it and check it off and somehow through that process feel good about it.
https://thesweetadventurer.com/2023/01/23/attainable-goals

2025-02-20
I want to be more comfortable with myself

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I’m hoping this blog will be a good start.
https://p5914.wordpress.com/about

2025-01-23
I do actually want someday to became a famous author, and still hoping SOMEDAY AND I CLAIM IT! ✨

Keywords: ABOUTME

Writing some story is also my thing, it is my hobby at all. I don’t know but I just found myself one day writing some story, but somehow it’s actually depends on my mood if I would continue it or maybe some other months. This makes me happy
https://llynjoson.wordpress.com/2022/11/30/about-%f0%9f%8c%bc

2024-12-25
maybe this time, when I want to write would be more consistent

Keywords: Here and There

And maybe this time, it will last a little bit longer.
https://dalaaland.wordpress.com/2022/11/17/the-first-draft

2024-11-20
I’m really happy to have moments and memories like these that I can look back on when times are tough and going through a rough patch it becomes a beacon of hope that keeps me going when I want to give up

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I’m happy to have experience a life like this its so much fun having friends,talking to them, spending time with them, and getting close to them because as time goes on and we get older we have more responsibilities to bear and more problems to face
https://pauldiontaguiam.wordpress.com/2022/11/17/a-day-in-my-life

2024-11-14
I’m trying to figure out what message I want this post to express, knowing full well only about 5 people are even going to see it

Keywords: ADHD, Blog, Depression, Faith, Fibromyalgia, Journal, Mental health

And this is where I usually stop because I just don’t know how or what to say next. My journal entries and blog posts have always ended on a positive note. It’s a necessity for me. I can’t explain where it comes from. It’s just one of my internal rules. I have always felt guilty about leaving anything without hope.
https://cymbelleuniverse.wordpress.com/2024/03/17/time-to-post

2024-11-06
I hope that you get lost here and can never leave

Keywords: Musings , Introduction , New , Welcome

I appreciate you for viewing my blog, my author page and purchasing any of my work. But I don’t give a fuck what you think about me.
https://desperatelydespicabledrivel.com/2012/03/20/an-introduction

2024-06-26
I wanted to do this blogging thing

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after an honest conversation with my husband, I realized that for my sake and for his own, I needed an outlet where I could spill all these goals, thoughts and ideas.
https://theblogginghomemaker.wordpress.com/2022/09/02/why-i-started-the-blogging-homemaker

2024-06-24