Wants

Tag: lying

  • I want to make my family proud, but I have been lying to them

    I want to make my family proud, but I have been lying to them

    Keywords: Bus Driving , Personal

    When putting my life onto a slide to gaze at under a microscope, I have faced so much hardship that helps my educational trajectory make sense. I have: been homeless, experienced insane financial burden, dealt with a long-term relationship break up, lost friends, and so much more. Sometimes it’s hard waking up in the morning and realizing that my student life could’ve been so different if I had it easy, but on the other hand I wouldn’t be the person I am today without each of those experiences guiding me along my new pathway into adulthood.

    https://alexisbostick.wordpress.com/2023/06/24/i-am-an-imposter

  • I’m going to get a boyfriend or commit myself in a relationship with whom I want and when I want to

    I’m going to get a boyfriend or commit myself in a relationship with whom I want and when I want to

    Keywords: {0}

    I wanted great love too much for me to just give it up to someone I halfheartedly want just so I can prove to anyone that I can get a boyfriend anytime I want. Doing that would make me unfair not just to the [person] but to myself. It makes me a liar, a big liar to myself for pretending I can learn to settle with the choice I make after years of knowing I always believed in the opposite, I’ll be lying to the person if he thinks I’m giving him everything I’ve got to this so-called relationship. I’m not even going to pretend that I’m going to tell you guys I’m going to get married at age whatever, because I don’t know if at that age I’ve been blabbering about I’d be ready or if soulmate has already found me. I [may be] too dreamy or idealistic but my beliefs remain, I’m going to be committed to anyone when I think I’m ready and when I know that I really want it to happen not because of peer or societal pressure but because body, heart and soul unites to tell me it’s [time].

    https://harebrainedrealisticdreamer.wordpress.com/2016/04/19/screw-it-im-gonna-get-a-boyfriend-or-get-married-when-i-want-to