Keywords: Personal Story , Tech Career
This is the community I once needed.
https://behindtechcareers.wordpress.com/2026/02/09/it-took-me-10-years-to-find-my-voice-in-tech-heres-why-im-finally-writing
This is my way of giving back.
Tag: people
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I always wanted to create a space for people like me
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I wanted to experience everything
Keywords: random , christianity , depression , faith , religion & spirituality
I wanted to see how other people live. I was internally vibrant in this way that I can’t now imagine feeling. But I can see Faith feel it.
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Writing like this, is how I prefer to write, yet it’s not how I perceive I’m supposed to write
Keywords: desteni, Equal Life, La Grua, Mind Consciousness System, personality removal, seven year journey to life
The way I perceive I’m supposed to write is, highly articulately, didactically structured, and in a focused manner so as the readers sees where I’m going, gets the point and learns something. Well, I’m the reader, and the point is that within and as me as the mind is a lot fragments and they’re all over the place – it’s really messy; my fingers and keyboard are my broom, and the screen for this mess is the dustpan and garbage bag. Thoughts of going out with others, going for a drive over the mountains, it’s garbage – most of it. Why, because when these thoughts come up there is a feeling associated with them that perhaps I should be doing this kind of stuff, it’s what I used to do and I still can do, so why not do it – get away from the keyboard for a while. I’ll tell me why. Because it’s not me wanting to do these things; it’s not an expression of me that says “I’m going to go to the beach because that’s what I’d enjoy doing right now or tomorrow.” Honestly, it’s not what I enjoy doing right now or what I want to do. Right now and over the last several months and off and on for a long time now, this process of sitting in front of my computer, studying, investigating, writing, etc., is what I’ve decided to do, and so shall I continue doing so until I start to see what else it is that I am able to do to assist myself and all as me to free ourselves from our self-imposed prison cells of slowly but surely disintegrating into nothing or perhaps another cycle/season of Lost in Hell. Hell is, not being here in absolute control of self. Hell is not being absolutely self-directed in every moment and knowing with absolute certainty which direction I am heading and why I’m heading in that direction. Hell is being trapped into and as a mind of which I have not control over. Bliss is ignorance, and my goal is to remove this “bliss” from existence, wake up those who didn’t or don’t want to know; welcome to Hell. I must say that I feel better already; that pit in my stomach is just about gone.
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I want my work to be rewarding and I want to feel productive most days
Keywords: work
I want to be helping people in some form and I want to be able to collaborate on things with people. I can’t imagine being holed up in an office all day alone. My dream job allows me to take a nice long lunch break too, so I can go on a walk to a nice restaurant with some coworkers and debrief about my morning.
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My favorite season is when I want to connect (people are either pleasure or the bane of my existence)
Keywords: culture vulture , mind matter , dailyprompt , dailyprompt
You see, when seasons happen in your soul, the weather doesn’t matter much.
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Even if I had all of the money in the world, I would probably want to be doing what I’m doing
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I got a job! It’s going to be working at a bike rental shop fixing and renting out bikes. Generally, I will be interacting with people and teaching them the joy of mountain biking every day. Sounds like a good vibe, and my fellow co-workers will definitely be spunky and energetic people. Obviously, this isn’t going to pay me as much money as working in big tech did, but that’s okay. If I wanted money, I would be doing that. I remember talking about building a life you don’t want to escape from in Heroin in Vietnam. While I was working for Amazon, I was obsessed with the idea of retirement. Optimizing and being as efficient with my money as possible to not have to work anymore. I’ve realized it’s a bit silly to do something you don’t like for the sole purpose of not having to do that thing anymore, but having more. I know that there is a constancy of work to life, and therefore even if I were to “escape” the corporate life, I would still have to do work every day. All of the money I made while holding a firehose of cash would probably just sit in an investment account for the rest of my life, and I could do what I wanted. I think, right now, I truly want to work at this bike shop.
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How to Improve
Spring is in the air, and I’ve decided that it’s time for another post from me! 😀
Yesterday I heard about something that happened on March 19, 1525 (and it occurred to me that 1525 was pretty much exactly 1/4 of the time back to the times of Jesus Christ [from our world in the here and now] ). Maybe it was a day or two earlier, or maybe a day or two later. In any case, a bunch of people published a publication that became an instant bestseller. It ruffled some feathers — and Martin Luther was motivated to write the following:
They set up twelve articles, some are which are so just that they bring shame to you before God and world. But almost all of them are in their favour and not drawn up to the best. […] But it is unbearable to tax and slave-drive people like this forever.
https://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Twelve_Articles#Martin_Luther_and_the_Twelve_ArticlesWhat do we want to improve? Ourselves? The world? This blog?
We can improve all of the above by clicking here [ https://wants.blog/join ] and making an application to do so! 😉
image source: https://www.publicdomainpictures.net/en/view-image.php?image=575014&picture=butterflies-amp-flowers-illustration
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I want to become a lawyer because it is a good way to help people in my society
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I am confident that with my dedication, persistence, and hard work I will be able to achieve my goal of becoming a lawyer. In the future, I hope to have a confidence in my abilities and integrity while doing my job. I want to have a characteristic that a lawyer should have that I want to possess is courageousness.
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I want to see how she navigates such interaction
Keywords: bad adults , Parenting
She has no qualms going up to people and saying hi and striking a random conversation. Most people I’ve seen respond kindly to her, although there have been one or two who reacted unfavourably towards her simply by ignoring her and moving away. I very rarely step in
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I have a sense that energies and vibrations from people and nature make up the world around me and I think I would like to start writing about that
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I find astrology interesting, and sometimes extremely accurate. I think motivations and actions are fickle depending on how a person was raised or what they are sensitive to. I think a lot about a lot of random topics that I hope you can join me on. I’m not sure how often I will update but I want to do enough that by my ‘Dear [insert year]’ post someone will understand a little more about me.
https://kaycopeland.wordpress.com/2024/12/13/reintroducing-me
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