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I want to be able to blog, chill, eat what I want when I want, see friends and family. Not that I have many friends at the moment or entirely want any.
https://milaparks.wordpress.com/2023/06/29/what-i-really-think-i-want
Tag: relationships
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I like the idea of having a little side hustle to top up my account for a rainy day but not something that takes over my world because I want to be available for my husband to provide whatever he needs
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I want to make my family proud, but I have been lying to them
Keywords: Bus Driving , Personal
When putting my life onto a slide to gaze at under a microscope, I have faced so much hardship that helps my educational trajectory make sense. I have: been homeless, experienced insane financial burden, dealt with a long-term relationship break up, lost friends, and so much more. Sometimes it’s hard waking up in the morning and realizing that my student life could’ve been so different if I had it easy, but on the other hand I wouldn’t be the person I am today without each of those experiences guiding me along my new pathway into adulthood.
https://alexisbostick.wordpress.com/2023/06/24/i-am-an-imposter -
Once I forgave you I became the girl I wanted to be my whole life
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Forgiving you made me realize my self worth, which was so longly waited for. I learned how to love myself and turn my weakness into strength.
https://jewelsblogsblog.wordpress.com/2019/11/28/to-the-man-that-taught-me-more-by-leaving-than-staying-thank-you -
Writing like this, is how I prefer to write, yet it’s not how I perceive I’m supposed to write
Keywords: desteni, Equal Life, La Grua, Mind Consciousness System, personality removal, seven year journey to life
The way I perceive I’m supposed to write is, highly articulately, didactically structured, and in a focused manner so as the readers sees where I’m going, gets the point and learns something. Well, I’m the reader, and the point is that within and as me as the mind is a lot fragments and they’re all over the place – it’s really messy; my fingers and keyboard are my broom, and the screen for this mess is the dustpan and garbage bag. Thoughts of going out with others, going for a drive over the mountains, it’s garbage – most of it. Why, because when these thoughts come up there is a feeling associated with them that perhaps I should be doing this kind of stuff, it’s what I used to do and I still can do, so why not do it – get away from the keyboard for a while. I’ll tell me why. Because it’s not me wanting to do these things; it’s not an expression of me that says “I’m going to go to the beach because that’s what I’d enjoy doing right now or tomorrow.” Honestly, it’s not what I enjoy doing right now or what I want to do. Right now and over the last several months and off and on for a long time now, this process of sitting in front of my computer, studying, investigating, writing, etc., is what I’ve decided to do, and so shall I continue doing so until I start to see what else it is that I am able to do to assist myself and all as me to free ourselves from our self-imposed prison cells of slowly but surely disintegrating into nothing or perhaps another cycle/season of Lost in Hell. Hell is, not being here in absolute control of self. Hell is not being absolutely self-directed in every moment and knowing with absolute certainty which direction I am heading and why I’m heading in that direction. Hell is being trapped into and as a mind of which I have not control over. Bliss is ignorance, and my goal is to remove this “bliss” from existence, wake up those who didn’t or don’t want to know; welcome to Hell. I must say that I feel better already; that pit in my stomach is just about gone.
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My friends have had a few boyfriends I wanted to punch in the face but I didn’t because I love my friends
Keywords: Becoming Healthier , Health and Wellness
Why I love my therapist… first she can’t tell people what I say. I don’t need to worry about rumors or my words getting twisted. Secondly, If the relationship ends its not because I was a bad friend or because they didn’t agree with a choice I made for my own life. Odds are my insurance doesn’t cover it anymore or I can’t afford it, or they changed places. Third reason… We do it over the phone now. I don’t need to worry about going to some place and taking more time out of my crazy schedule that I don’t really have. I have almost zero time for myself. This makes it easier. Last but not least when I tell my therapist certain things her emotions don’t get wrapped up into my problems. When I tell her how my boyfriend treats me… there isn’t an extra layer of anger in her response.
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I think I know what I would want
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I do wonder, what if I have out grown the person that once inspired me, and I am the one that takes the lead. Would it affect my feelings an and relationship/friendship ? It seems as though I cannot accept anyone that’s ‘weaker’ in certain aspect compared to me. Hmmm … I don’t think I will really know till the time comes.
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I wanted everyone to know when I was lonely because it made me feel less so
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My life has changed a lot since March and there have been very few blog posts. Sometimes I write private entries because I find writing therapeutic, but it is important to keep my relationship private from this place. That’s in contrast to how I felt about loneliness.
https://cindycb.wordpress.com/2018/07/24/9651image source: https://cindycb.wordpress.com/2024/07/30/someday-2
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I want to be the best I can be for me, but that isn’t just being a more physically healthier me, but also emotionally, mentally and spiritually healthier me
Keywords: Just Life , age , best friends , children , dailyprompt , dailyprompt-1811 , family , friendships , growing up , life , living , mental health , parenting , physical health , relationships , spiritual health
I’m the first to admit, the older I get the less I care about what others think. It has taken me a long time to get to this realization, but I have finally achieved it. However, I haven’t always been the one to not care what others thought of me, and to get past that, it was hard. SO VERY HARD.
https://motherhoodunapologetically.wordpress.com/2025/01/06/we-dont-live-forever -
I want to do this all by age 35 so I can land the best wife I can
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I’ll get quality bitches by curating my social circle. They will put me in touch with the bitches. My halo effect and social media will be the funnel that makes them fall head over heels in love with me.
https://qariel.wordpress.com/2022/12/22/what-turns-me-on-what-i-want-to-do -
I always want to be in School
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Getting out of our house or being outside is my escape, School is one of my favorite because I have friends there. Being outside is my little escape of everything, stress, struggles, and sadness.
https://thewrittenword.art.blog/2022/12/10/once-a-senior-high-school
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