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I have put myself out there enough times to learn that if they wanted to, they would and I don’t need to listen to their reassuring half-truths.
https://freefallingmeanderings.com/2025/04/12/being-seen-wound
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I should just express what I want to express
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I hated being me and I just wanted to be someone else … someone better
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My entire identity was wrapped up in this boy. So much of my brain space was consumed with getting his attention. Does he think I’m pretty? Does he really love me? Does he want to marry me? Does he think I’m smart? I didn’t realize at the time how wildly self-conscious I was. I hated myself and I so badly needed to be shown my worth. It’s such a difficult space to be in when you’re also lacking self-awareness. Probably starting in middle school, I used to cry into my pillow at night and just beg for the pain to go away. I would get so sad and so miserable and so self-loathing.
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I don’t aspire to be a teacher permanently – I simply want to gain some experience in being a teacher
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Sometimes, I also have the desire to be a teacher, but other times I don’t, depending on my interaction with my students. If they are attentive and able to grasp the lessons, I feel happy being a teacher. However, if they are noisy and struggling, it becomes difficult for me, and I feel inclined to quit teaching as it becomes boring. I won’t discuss anything else about it.
https://dalinblog6.wordpress.com/2023/07/01/introduce-yourself -
I always wanted to be a mom and I dreamed of what that would look like when I was a little girl
Keywords: adventures in parenting , faith , following the way , life lessons , motherhood , internalvoice , listen , parenting , refocus , shuttingoutthenoise , tunein
I used to joke, that even though I didn’t grow up with brothers or around a lot of boys, I would probably end up being a “boy mom”, and that prospect actually sounded like a lot of fun. I signed up for childcare and nursery and teaching Sunday School whenever I could, honed my auntie skills, and thought I was ready when it was my turn at this parenting thing. And honestly, in a lot of the practical ways, I was prepared. But, there is one thing that I really wasn’t prepared for. The noise.
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I’m a paradox and I believe most people are
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I want to be happy, but I think of things that made me sad. I wanted to ace an exam but too lazy to open my textbooks. I want to save money but kept spending it.. I say I don’t care, but deep down I actually care ( and might overthink about it.) I crave attention at times, but I preferred to be alone. I am nothing; yet everything.
https://justletsbehappy.wordpress.com/2022/10/16/lets-get-to-know-each-other-shall-we -
I have SO many interests and kind of want to do them all
Keywords: lifestyle , mind , career , purpose , self-development , wellness
The issue with this is that because my interests are so broad and unrelated, I find focusing on one thing almost impossible. I dip in and out and spread my time (quite poorly) across them all. Ultimately, not really fully immersing myself in whatever it is that I’m doing for an extended period.
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They actually listened to me and paid attention, and they said thank you
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Care and feeding? Just remember we are people too, we work to pay our bills, just like you do, so yeah, we do deserve to be paid. And, like you, we don’t appreciate being put down, talked down to or even berated. Ninety nine percent of the time, agents don’t deserve that. Yep, there are some bad ones out there, and they’re the ones who get us all downgraded in peoples’ minds. Most of us, the vast majority, actually want to serve you well.
https://brendabriggsrealtor.com/2021/12/29/care-and-feeding-of-your-real-estate-agent -
I like how I can be open in blogs and express what I want without super harsh judgement like on social media
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I got a big kick from all the attention I got on my blog about my music taste. I like the interactive things I do this year and how a lot of work is done in group settings. Socratic seminars and group reading was super exciting and I had a lot of fun reading 12 angry men. Of course I never like writing essays or reading books but they’re essential to an English class and I think Mrs. Calvert makes things more interesting somehow. For the blogs, I’d suggest teaching me how to edit. I seriously am so lost on this website and I always get deductions for not being creative with my blog designs which I totally agree with. Reading wise, I like having the whole class read one book rather than separate assignments. Having conversations about books are my favorite way to bond in passing time. I definitely enjoy English more sophomore year and I don’t hate the thought of having my second semester be the same.
https://hayoungalations.wordpress.com/2021/12/07/my-experience-of-sophomore-year-so-far -
I want all of it for the world to see as if this would reach a lot of audience
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I want it to be a source of inspiration and motivation for all the young ones out there who are also struggling and trying.
https://yesyoukaaaaang.wordpress.com/2021/07/23/why-did-i-start-a-blog -
I have to start living for me and because I want to
Keywords: mental health , blog , experiences , healing , loving myself , me , mental health , moving on , recovery , self love , starting over , therapy , thoughts , wellness
I am finding that I have so much work to do in regards to getting comfortable with myself and relying on me. The only sure way to do this is to actually start focusing on myself!
https://remaining-myself.com/2021/06/11/learning-to-focus-on-myself