Tag: childhood

  • I find myself clinging to my childhood (“Just a few more minutes”, I want to say to the clock hand)

    I find myself clinging to my childhood (“Just a few more minutes”, I want to say to the clock hand)

    Keywords: Personal , coming of age , creative writing , slice of life , teenage

    Let me hide behind adolescence just a little longer. I am not ready for the world. It is a bittersweet moment. I am responsible, I am sensible, I have prepared myself for adulthood. But I can no longer run away. I must stand now and face, with eyes full of tears, all the horrors my adolescence hid from me.

    https://sinbycosvi.wordpress.com/2023/06/05/the-twilight-of-my-teens
  • I wanted to go through them and create a large album, but I never got around to going through them all

    I wanted to go through them and create a large album, but I never got around to going through them all

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    I’m writing this as a goodbye letter to my childhood. Sometimes writing about something gives it permanence…so it’s not lost. It’s here in this letter. It was written down and shared so it will live on.

    https://adventurself.wordpress.com/2024/10/16/letting-go
  • I want to understand the abuse and trauma from their point of view and forgive it from my point of view

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    I just need one sentence to describe my family. They all need to go to therapy. In between all the showers of love and adoration I received in my childhood, there was a lot of their self-baggage inflicted upon me. It led to years of unintended abuse, trauma and neglect from their part. It started to build my anxiety and depression.

    https://bubbersandme.wordpress.com/2022/07/30/hello-world
  • This is where I want to be

    This is where I want to be

    Keywords: Homemaking , Mamahood

    Theo did not like it at first. The coffee grinder is loud and frightening to him, unless Mama holds him. He does not want to be on the floor while Mama tends to the electric kettle, which is far too interesting for him to not watch up close himself. What’s more, the coffee grounds smell so good, and look like dirt. He wants to feel that for himself too, and he loves to grab the spoon Mama uses to remove the grounds from the grinder, spilling them on the counter. Mama sighs, but Theo finds it so enthralling.

    https://morningmercies4.wordpress.com/2024/02/07/slow-coffee
  • Daddy, Mummy I want Bunny … I want to go home … Help me

    Daddy, Mummy I want Bunny … I want to go home … Help me

    Keywords: corona-virus , covid-19 , family , health care , writing , bloganuary , covid , pandemic , polio , toy

    I don’t remember the next several months other than visits through the window and people in white, wearing masks, doing things to me. There were periods in a whirlpool tub where a nurse held me while the water moved around me and someone else moved my legs. There was another room where we went to do more exercises, and someone else moved my scrawny legs.

    https://imagesbyceci.com/2022/01/04/first-love
  • I haven’t always known that I wanted to work with children

    I haven’t always known that I wanted to work with children

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    I actually started out as an Animal Science major with the dream of getting to work with horses, that eventually shifted into me wanting to become a nurse. In my early 20’s I became a phlebotomist which is what sparked my interest in nursing, however after working in a hospital I decided it wasn’t for me and I began looking into other career paths. During this time I started nannying, I have always loved kids and have had a bit of a knack for working with them, but I never considered it as a career path. That was until I started nannying for my current families, these little girls opened my eyes to how truly incredible children are and how amazing their minds are. About a month into working with these families I knew I wanted and needed to educate myself on a deeper level so that I could not only provide the best environment for these girls, but provide developmentally appropriate activities and guidance for them. When I decided to focus on early childcare and development as a career path, I was pretty nervous! I struggled a lot in school, from elementary school up until about my junior year of highschool when I was finally diagnosed with ADHD. I was a C’s and D’s student most of my life, constantly taking summer school to make up for the classes I failed during the school year. If you would have told younger Hannah that she was going into the field of education she would have laughed in your face. However, when I went back to school I started slow at a junior college in Denton, Tx. North Central Texas College (NCTC) was where I attended school, I was still living in California so all my classes were online, this was the start of my love for online learning. I was thriving, my professors seemed to actually care about me as a student, I was able to work at my own pace and I wasn’t scared of asking questions or answering things wrong. My confidence as a student grew so much I decided it was time for the next step, finding a university! I looked into a lot of different schools, however none of them had the program I was looking for online until I came across Oklahoma State University. I had looked into OSU as a highschooler when I was still very AG focused and I just knew at the time academically it was not going to be possible for me, so you can imagine how excited I was when I discovered they had my new major available for online students. This excitement continued to grow as I discovered I was eligible to apply and when I finally got accepted my life was forever changed in the best way possible. While at OSU I have continued to grow so much as a student, so much so that I was able to obtain a 4.0 during my most recent spring semester. Younger Hannah was doing backflips, never in a million years would I have thought I would be capable of this level of academic success. My hard work was further rewarded when I received a scholarship, another moment younger Hannah would have never imagined possible for herself. I am so grateful to have access to all the resources available to me and I love getting to apply my knowledge in real life situations. As I previously stated, I currently work as a private childcare provider/nanny, and it’s such a rewarding job. However, I hope to use my degree to open my own childcare center. My goal is for it to be a daycare, but an upscale daycare. We will still have a structured program, but I also really appreciate the Montessori approach so I would like for it to have elements of that as well. I am beyond excited to watch my dreams continue to unfold and I am even more excited to continue learning, growing , and sharing my knowledge with you all!

    https://simpleteachingsblog.wordpress.com/2023/11/07/about-me
  • For years, I hid these stories because I wanted to fit in, to be normal, to have regular childhood experiences – whatever those were supposed to be

    For years, I hid these stories because I wanted to fit in, to be normal, to have regular childhood experiences – whatever those were supposed to be

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    As an adult, I’m happy I had the hands-off, learn-to-entertain-yourself childhood I did. We weren’t always technological Luddites. We still watched cartoons and played shitty Flash games, but we weren’t pawned off or pushed in front of a screen by the adults. They didn’t plan out every second of our day, to make sure we were kept busy or productive. If we were bored, we were responsible for figuring out what to do ourselves.

    https://nicolelivelong.com/2021/12/20/why-growing-up-in-a-small-town-isnt-boring
  • I want to be completely raw and honest about everything

    I want to be completely raw and honest about everything

    Keywords: mother hood , pregnancy

    I think we live in a world where no matter how connected we are, through social media, we all still feel alone. Most of us will not admit it. We feel alone even if we have a million followers, or we have a booked-up schedule with events and parties. Even when we have a family, friends, partners, kids, life is lonely. At the end of the day the only person inside your head is you. I cannot cure loneness but if I could help one person feel less alone than they did before that is more than I could asked for. As kid I was always told every feeling I had was wrong. Every thing I thought was wrong. The way the I looked, dressed, everything about me was wrong. I never wanted anyone to feel that way about themselves. Constantly trying to change everything about yourself to fit in. To be looked at as normal. I learned over the years that, that is not normal. I believe in letting my kids be who they are even if it’s not something I understand.

    https://beyondthemommystruggle.wordpress.com/2021/09/30/just-the-beginning
  • I miss how your sole purpose of life was eat, sleep, play and repeat

    I miss how your sole purpose of life was eat, sleep, play and repeat

    Keywords: book review , adulthood , childhood , love , parents , random ramblings , sibling

    Now that I think about it, I really don’t remember when was the last time I had a hearty laugh. I envy you sometimes because you used to laugh for anything and nothing but still it used to be very genuine one. Laughing is the best medicine, now I understand why you used to be so healthy and now look at me, I seem like a shop of issues.

    https://letsimplifythings.wordpress.com/2021/08/17/me-and-my-childhood
  • The freedom to find yourself is a rare thing nowadays — I want [my children] to have an old fashioned childhood, in that sense, and I don’t think that is a bad thing

    The freedom to find yourself is a rare thing nowadays — I want [my children] to have an old fashioned childhood, in that sense, and I don’t think that is a bad thing

    Keywords: About , farm , life , live simply , slow living

    Plus it is a journey we can take together. Work towards together, as well as learn alongside each other. And I hope we will achieve it one day!

    https://gatherandgroworganic.wordpress.com/2021/05/05/why-we-want-a-farm