I came to a realization that for the past year or so, I had been living in the imagination of where I wanted to be, I almost let go of where I was

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Thoughts of my life and where I was imagining it in the next five years took away the reality of everyday, and it became so tiring. It robbed me of the joys of today, and I am sincerely tired of it. I want to experience life now, while patiently and calmly waiting for tomorrow with beautiful expectation.

https://lettinggod.home.blog/2021/10/03/one-day-at-a-time-a-step-at-a-time

I want to be successful and I do not know which path to really take

Keywords: Life , Uncertainty In The 20s

I have failed yet I am so young to many people. Someone said remove the age limit in your dreams and goals and get them done no matter how long it takes. This was a good thing to say but that doesn’t mean that the age won’t cross my mind and I will feel like a failure. The pressure sometimes comes from seeing younger people than me do so much and succeed yet I’m still here.

https://aimperfectperfections.wordpress.com/2021/08/31/in-my-uncertainty

I was TERRIFIED because I wanted to work in Labor and Delivery so bad!

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After my interview, I was told to expect to hear back in about a week. Six days passed and I was getting ready to take graduation pictures when I texted my roommate that I was upset and felt like I wasted my practicum time because I felt like there was no way I would get a job in L&D. Twenty minutes after I sent that text, I got a call where I was informed that A JOB OFFER WAS BEING EXTENDED TO ME! I was so overwhelmed with joy! I accepted that job and am currently waiting on my temporary license to begin working at my dream job!

https://fearlesslyfaithfulorg.wordpress.com/2022/05/17/road-to-rn-part-5

I want is from “myself” and I expect is from “others”

Keywords: expectations , love , relationships

Just take a different approach here to maintain the relationship – for example: We love each other so deeply, there is no doubt – no trust issues and I still wait for his message or call, I still want him to see my all status and respond BUT now by replacing my thought process I just want THIS to happen and I stopped expecting this. Expectation means – other person has to do this else it will hurt us. And Want is mine own – other person is not responsible for this. The time we realize that its not the other person who is hurting us, its us/our feelings which is the cause of all this. Our mind became more relaxed and then we start appreciating whatever little or big things/gestures other person is doing/showing for us. We start value them more than before. Now, its only love, love and only love…

https://dilkigehrayionse.wordpress.com/2021/06/09/expectations

Isn’t this what I wanted?

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I wanted to be away to escape unresolved issues I had been stuck with my whole life but once the dust had settled, I found myself looking elsewhere again. What if I’m always going to be stuck in limbo? What if I can’t shake off the idea that the grass is going to be greener on the other side, only to be disappointed once I get there? I don’t know how to stop chasing the elusive notion of happiness without succumbing to the thought that this is probably it. As I sit on the cusp of adulthood, I find myself growing increasingly restless. With places to be, people to meet and stories to write, I still don’t know what it is that I want to say.

https://fawnedof.wordpress.com/2021/06/04/on-the-other-side

I can only be the best that I can be, not what others want me to be

Keywords: life , college , education , hey girl hey , i am trying , justagirl , money , struggle bus

I am saying that they expect me and will force me to do what is ideal in their eyes when it comes to career and life decisions. There have been times where I say just stop doing this to yourself and leave, but it is like an abusive relationship. I have stood my ground and told my parents to just straight up stop because I cannot handle the constant debt on my shoulders even though you say it’s not there.

https://justagirlog.wordpress.com/2021/05/28/money-money-money