Wants

Tag: hopeful

  • I wanted someone, no one wants to walk through this life alone

    I wanted someone, no one wants to walk through this life alone

    Keywords: blog , Life , love , relationships

    I asked God that before I die can I please experience true love. Two years of birthday wishes later I met someone. That day I left my house headed to Lowes and at the last second decided to go in the opposite direction to Home Depot. You can’t tell me that God didn’t send me there. When he asked for my number I almost did not give it to him out of fear. I had not given my number out in years. I’m glad I did he’s different than any other guy I’ve ever dated. He shows up for me in ways that I dreamed of. It’s been over a year now and things are going well. I get to show up as my authentic self and don’t have to try hard to please him. I’ll admit that even though I’m happy here I’ve had times where my self destructing thoughts tried to creep in. Block, block, block, I’m staying hopeful this time around.

    https://off-the-top.blog/2024/02/17/i-love-love
  • I’m trying to figure out what message I want this post to express, knowing full well only about 5 people are even going to see it

    I’m trying to figure out what message I want this post to express, knowing full well only about 5 people are even going to see it

    Keywords: ADHD, Blog, Depression, Faith, Fibromyalgia, Journal, Mental health

    And this is where I usually stop because I just don’t know how or what to say next. My journal entries and blog posts have always ended on a positive note. It’s a necessity for me. I can’t explain where it comes from. It’s just one of my internal rules. I have always felt guilty about leaving anything without hope.

    https://cymbelleuniverse.wordpress.com/2024/03/17/time-to-post