The more I grow with my anxiety, the more I want to experience on my own

Keywords: Blog Posts , anxiety , independence , mental health , social anxiety

I have always relied on my parents for everything, and they have always been able to provide it, which I will forever be grateful, but there’s just days where I don’t really feel like interacting with anyone I live with, and not because I’m in a mood or anything, it’s just the energy I put into an interaction, is energy I’d rather spend on something else. I guess this is why I’m always out with friends, and if I’m not, I try to leave the house at least once, just to get some space.

https://dannisanxietydiary.com/2021/09/01/miss-independent

I want this blog to be a resource, not a glorified therapy journal

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But I feel okay telling you that my early adulthood has not been easy. It has often felt characterized less by my successes than a string of traumatic (not a word I use lightly) experiences which I have not always been a willing participant in. This is not to say I’ve never fucked up or made self-sabotaging decisions- I absolutely have. But it has taken me a long time to accept that I have not always deserved the treatment I have received, particularly in a sexual and romantic context. Very rarely, in fact.

https://calamityeve.com/2021/08/14/notes-on-ownership

I can only be the best that I can be, not what others want me to be

Keywords: life , college , education , hey girl hey , i am trying , justagirl , money , struggle bus

I am saying that they expect me and will force me to do what is ideal in their eyes when it comes to career and life decisions. There have been times where I say just stop doing this to yourself and leave, but it is like an abusive relationship. I have stood my ground and told my parents to just straight up stop because I cannot handle the constant debt on my shoulders even though you say it’s not there.

https://justagirlog.wordpress.com/2021/05/28/money-money-money