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To be able enjoy the presence of beautiful humans without being scared they will leave me. To enjoy the comfort and attention of humans.
https://jonisroaming.wordpress.com/2026/04/18/looking-inside
Tag: abandonment
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I want to be able to attach and detach without fear of hurt anymore
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I wanted more than anything to stay there with her
Keywords: abandonment , bipolar , childhood trauma , depression , parenting
but instead I was returned to NY. To my closet, and my dashed dreams. I think it would have been better to have never seen her life out there in Ohio. I think my hope was almost extinguished, but instead that intermittent reinforcement came instead. I went back to the hoping. My little heart just wouldn’t quit. Maybe she would come for me, or maybe she would take me there to her perfect house and her big perfect tub.
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I wanted to try dating apps
Keywords: health , love , marriage , weightloss
Between self-esteem issues that no guy would want to actually DATE me, and certainly not LOVE me, and deep, deep abandonment issues… I had no desire to form any kind of emotional attachment to anyone. As far as I was concerned, falling in love was for suckers and could only lead to heartbreak.
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I want someone who wants to lace their fingers in mine and bind themselves to me
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I want someone who puts my needs first. I should come first, second, and then some. That should have been my first sign. Didn’t even care if I came or went. Riding until the sunset and icing my knee even long after you’ve left.
https://eltorr.wordpress.com/2021/12/30/115