Keywords: Living Life
It feels easier to not talk to people anymore but I am aware of why. It’s because I want deep relationships with others. I hate small talk and I hate it when I can sense that someone isn’t being their true self with me. Specifically, I hate it when I can tell someone is purposely not sharing their true feelings with me because they don’t trust me. I want friends who trust me like I trust them – openly and completely. I’ve always been someone who isn’t afraid to love and trust with my whole heart. Because of this, I’ve been repeatedly hurt by many past friendships. I also never plan on putting my guard up. It feels wrong to me to not love others with all my heart for the sake of fear (and I’m not afraid to be myself in front of others at all). When others put their guard up with me, I feel instantly detached from them. I don’t want friendships that don’t give the same love and trust I’m willing to give. I don’t want incomplete friendships. I want to receive exactly what I give.
https://createcompassion.how/2023/07/01/finding-good-friends-and-fearless-love
