Wants

Tag: depressed

  • My desire to not want them is stronger than my desire to have them

    My desire to not want them is stronger than my desire to have them

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    A little over one year ago, my world was rocked – I was incredibly depressed and felt as if I had no reason to live. That started a trek of finding out who I really am. A few things – for me personally, I find great joy in helping other people. I am a server; I gain fulfillment in helping and in solving problems/finding solutions. I like being a part of something. A year ago, I was in a position of questioning all that I had leaned on — and found that it was built on sand. It was like the tide came in, took the sand, and my little beach house of 23 years caved in.

    https://aubreyeicher.com/2013/06/29/what-drives-you
  • So now I am like this sixteen year old girl confused with what she wants to do in her life – which is very normal for a teenager

    So now I am like this sixteen year old girl confused with what she wants to do in her life – which is very normal for a teenager

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    I know, I wanted to do fashion designing but I wasn’t sure about that now. I wasn’t confident about that though I still wanted to do that. Me, being clueless and an idiot told my dad that I wanted do engineering (engineering and medical being the so-called safe options). I made a decision without giving any thought to it. My dad was happy, obviously. Then I go for the coaching classes for engineering entrance exams. Oh dear lord, I have never been so stressed and depressed in my entire life! I regretted my decision of doing this. But now I was scared of telling my dad that I wanted to quit these classes. Very soon I realize that I am definitely NOT made for such science-y stuff. So even if I get into the most prestigious institutes it would be useless as I don’t have those skills. But one thing I knew that I still wanted to study fashion. I was just scared to tell this to my dad.

    https://sushhiiblogs.wordpress.com/2022/08/23/my-first-blog