My intention with this blog was not rambling on about myself as I do my fair share of that in my real life

Keywords: English , Random Thoughts , Blogging , introduction , introspection , new beginning , project planning

in reaching this point and having reached here, I am content with the journey I took. If it still feels like you have no idea what this blog is about, I will do a better breakdown on my next post.

https://theotherdev.wordpress.com/2021/05/08/1-introduction-%e0%b7%84%e0%b7%90%e0%b6%b3%e0%b7%92%e0%b6%b1%e0%b7%8a%e0%b7%80%e0%b7%93%e0%b6%b8

I work my ass off every day to get a little closer to where I want to be

Keywords: the buildup , encouragment , mental health , rant , trauma , trigger warning , tw suicide , work

I don’t need validation to continue this journey, but it would be so nice. It would just be the sweetest thing to hear from someone else. I scream it at myself every day. I say, “Rudy, you’re doing so much better. You can pretend it’s a secret and get through this. You’re good enough.” I, however, am not a reliable source of emotional information to myself yet. I’m still working on that. Until then, any kind of encouragement is greatly appreciated.

https://victoriacsmith.wordpress.com/2020/12/16/progress-vs-validation