Keywords: the buildup , encouragment , mental health , rant , trauma , trigger warning , tw suicide , work
I don’t need validation to continue this journey, but it would be so nice. It would just be the sweetest thing to hear from someone else. I scream it at myself every day. I say, “Rudy, you’re doing so much better. You can pretend it’s a secret and get through this. You’re good enough.” I, however, am not a reliable source of emotional information to myself yet. I’m still working on that. Until then, any kind of encouragement is greatly appreciated.
https://victoriacsmith.wordpress.com/2020/12/16/progress-vs-validation
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