There are a lot of things I would like to transform about myself

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I would also like to change about my attitude in college. I am not completely sure what I want to do with my life so going to college is a proper option to discover what you want to do. However at the same time I do dislike going to college. Not that the work is hard and I do have great professors but for some reason I do feel a sense of emptiness when I walk towards my college. Likely out of boredom as I don’t really learn during their lectures. I wish there was a mind control machine I would utilize on my professors and counselors to graduate me already but life doesn’t work that way (no disrespect towards my professors and counselor). I also wish there was a time machine to change the mistakes I made of my past. There is something else I would like to change is how to be patient regarding homework. I am obsessed with finishing as soon as I can but at the same time want to be 100 percent correct. Every time I get stuck on an answer you could say I mildly panic due to my obsession with finishing.

https://brainofjay909136493.wordpress.com/2021/09/22/something-i-like-to-change-about-myself

I want to go back to not overthinking about the technicalities and letting myself go from time to time and not giving a damn whether it looks “good” or not

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It could have been because I was too focused on improving technically that being super experimental was a no-no because I wanted my stuff to look “decent” in regards to following the general rules of art and letting loose; not caring about colour compatibility and linework was like..breaking the rules and not “improving”..sigh

https://milliekou.wordpress.com/2020/10/31/practice-3