I want to have down time and too much stimulation sends me into a ball of stress and anxiety

Keywords: {0}

I want to fall hopelessly and relentlessly in love with someone and I want them to feel the same about me. Sometimes I think that maybe I deserve to be this lonely all the time because I did some horrible awful in a past life or even in this one. I don’t know! I know that I have wanted nothing but to feel loved in this life and so far I haven’t felt it. People always say but you have your kids. That isn’t the same. I want someone to touch me and have it feel like they never want to let me go. I want someone to look at me like I am the reason the sun shines and I can look at them with that same feeling. I want to be held and kept safe. I want someone to do random romantic cheesey things for me without me having to tell the. Lastly I want someone to take care of my heart like it’s a most precious thing in the world to them.

https://belladonna1976dotcom.wordpress.com/2018/01/07/i-want

Comments

Leave a comment

  1. Unknown's avatar
  2. New Media Works's avatar
  3. Dianne's avatar
  4. Unknown's avatar
  5. New Media Works's avatar
  6. Juliette's avatar
  7. New Media Works's avatar
  8. Juliette's avatar