It’s up to me to open my mouth and invite people I want

Keywords: star lazuli , 777 , abroad , girls , life , spirituality , travel , travel abroad

I feel like a shadow and I feel like nothing. Maybe this is why it doesn’t hurt as much as I think it should. I guess I am just dejected that things don’t feel how I thought they would. Nobody has really ever taken an interest in my life unless its to fuck it up.

https://starlazuli.wordpress.com/2021/08/30/lately-i-have-just-felt-so-lonely

I want more people to see this truth about life, that you’re not alone, I want less people acting from their ego, hurting others and acting like they don’t feel lonely inside

Keywords: holistic , growth , love , peopleareflowerstoo , spirituality

I’m throwing this question at you, do YOU comment , like , share on my articles and do you speak mindfully to people, do you understand the weight of this simple question that comes after Hey/Hii , “how are you” ?

https://peopleareflowerstoo.wordpress.com/2021/08/06/why-i-paused

Studying astrology and the zodiac makes me feel like I’m part of something

Keywords: sleep , being alone , found , free writing , lonely , lost , my thoughts , sleep , sleep experiment

The number one way to not feel sorry for oneself is to give to another person. Giving to someone else is the best way to not be bored, and to get your head out of “me”. I sleep to gain a better insight into who I am and what I can do. I feel sorry for myself because I get bored. I get bored because I’m lonely. I’m lonely because I’m alone. I love to be alone… So it’s my own fault that I feel lonely.

https://sleepmorelivemoreexperiment.wordpress.com/2021/04/26/thoughts-on-sleep

This time, there you go, no idea, just started running

Keywords: running , running diaries , long run , regents canal , thames

I thought I want to go to the river downtown London. And off I went. And I managed to run 16k on a moderate effort level, with great joy! I enjoyed the city, oh my god, the parks? Hyde, Green and St. James park are in another level this time of the year. The colours, the smiley people, the buzz, is unbelievable.

https://aathanasia.wordpress.com/2021/03/28/back-to-back-running-weekend

I probably ‘like’ him because he makes me feel better about myself

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There’s this person I respect who seems to be part of or head of every single club and a literal polyglot-musician-actress-mathematician genius but still somehow remains cheerful and gets good grades. I aspire to be like her, but yet don’t want to be like her – I want to be myself. I want to know what I’m passionate about and carve a little niche where I can be good at what I do. I know I want to be in a STEM career, but not specifically what I want to do. We are gearing up to IB and choosing our options, and all everyone seems to ask is “what do you want to be in the future?” I always say a doctor, but some days I ruminate about being an editor, or a museum curator. Careers that seem nothing to do with the path I’ll probably end up going.

https://mymindfile.wordpress.com/2020/12/15/example-post-3