It’s what I wanted and bless my ex’s heart … he went along with it!

Keywords: Community , Off Griddin’

Now that I had my cabin delivered, complete with locking windows and doors, I will share the building of this off grid homestead, herb farm and eventually the on-farm market. I’ll talk about how I did it in a tent compared to how I’m doing it today, if I did it in a tent at all. I’m excited to share as it’s been hard not to this whole time!

https://loveoflotusapothecary.wordpress.com/2024/04/22/from-drum-playin-biker-chick-to-off-grid-goddess

I am broken. I am tired of pain. I am tired of feeling so hurt. I want to be whole again.

Keywords: broken , heart , hurt , love , pain

I want to be a masterpiece. I want to be loved by someone who thinks all of time stands still when looking into my eyes. I’m tired of pouring what little I have left into people who don’t appreciate me. I am ready to be full of life and joy and laughter. I want peace. I want to see the light. I want to be everything to someone. I want to be special. I want someone to beg for me to stay instead of asking me to leave. I want someone to fight for me and cherish me. I want someone to treasure me and value me. To truly love and want me. I want to be whole and I don’t want to do it alone.

https://explainmythoughts.wordpress.com/2015/07/11/37

I want to have down time and too much stimulation sends me into a ball of stress and anxiety

Keywords: {0}

I want to fall hopelessly and relentlessly in love with someone and I want them to feel the same about me. Sometimes I think that maybe I deserve to be this lonely all the time because I did some horrible awful in a past life or even in this one. I don’t know! I know that I have wanted nothing but to feel loved in this life and so far I haven’t felt it. People always say but you have your kids. That isn’t the same. I want someone to touch me and have it feel like they never want to let me go. I want someone to look at me like I am the reason the sun shines and I can look at them with that same feeling. I want to be held and kept safe. I want someone to do random romantic cheesey things for me without me having to tell the. Lastly I want someone to take care of my heart like it’s a most precious thing in the world to them.

https://belladonna1976dotcom.wordpress.com/2018/01/07/i-want

I really miss having a partner

Keywords: Life

I am really tired of just being “alone” …I really value my alone time, but I want a partner. I have been doing everything by myself…taking my bike to places to ride it alone…. going to cultural and community “events” alone …volunteering alone… taking classes to learn new things alone… People do things with friends, family or partners – I do them alone.

https://alittlebitofeverything.life/2021/11/20/im-fine-sort-of

I should challenge myself and face my fears

Keywords: blog

I’ll be trying out a bunch of activities that I find interesting alone. Hopefully through this experience that I’m sharing with you, I will learn more about myself. My blog will be focusing on lifestyle, fashion, self love, and everything about me. Rather than experiencing this alone I think it is quite nice to share it with other people through blogging. I think that there are people out there who will relate to me.

https://yolandamplatyi.wordpress.com/2021/10/11/introductory-post

I want to be completely raw and honest about everything

Keywords: mother hood , pregnancy

I think we live in a world where no matter how connected we are, through social media, we all still feel alone. Most of us will not admit it. We feel alone even if we have a million followers, or we have a booked-up schedule with events and parties. Even when we have a family, friends, partners, kids, life is lonely. At the end of the day the only person inside your head is you. I cannot cure loneness but if I could help one person feel less alone than they did before that is more than I could asked for. As kid I was always told every feeling I had was wrong. Every thing I thought was wrong. The way the I looked, dressed, everything about me was wrong. I never wanted anyone to feel that way about themselves. Constantly trying to change everything about yourself to fit in. To be looked at as normal. I learned over the years that, that is not normal. I believe in letting my kids be who they are even if it’s not something I understand.

https://beyondthemommystruggle.wordpress.com/2021/09/30/just-the-beginning