Keywords: {0}
I want to be able to blog, chill, eat what I want when I want, see friends and family. Not that I have many friends at the moment or entirely want any.
https://milaparks.wordpress.com/2023/06/29/what-i-really-think-i-want
Tag: life
-
I like the idea of having a little side hustle to top up my account for a rainy day but not something that takes over my world because I want to be available for my husband to provide whatever he needs
-
I want to make my family proud, but I have been lying to them
Keywords: Bus Driving , Personal
When putting my life onto a slide to gaze at under a microscope, I have faced so much hardship that helps my educational trajectory make sense. I have: been homeless, experienced insane financial burden, dealt with a long-term relationship break up, lost friends, and so much more. Sometimes it’s hard waking up in the morning and realizing that my student life could’ve been so different if I had it easy, but on the other hand I wouldn’t be the person I am today without each of those experiences guiding me along my new pathway into adulthood.
https://alexisbostick.wordpress.com/2023/06/24/i-am-an-imposter -
I want to do so much more
Keywords: {0}
Early in 2017 my partner and I decided to go our own ways for various reasons and being a young 72 yr old I am not quite ready for the settling down life just yet
https://luxxielugs.com/2017/12/18/early-2017-review -
I want to post more, to be helpful to others, or perhaps even inspire … but lately I can barely help myself, so I guess that’s where I need to continue to focus my energy and attention for now
Keywords: anxiety , cancer , crisis , depression , family , healing , heart , kids , leiomyosarcoma , lung nodules , mental health , ptsd , radiation , relationships , scans , stage iv , suffering
I realize this post probably doesn’t sound a whole lot like me… but I don’t feel much like myself anymore anyway. My poor husband and kids have had to watch me struggle to get through each day, to cry and cry because I can’t do the things I want, or even Need to do, and be ok with everything changing More because mom can’t tolerate much of anything. I absolutely Hate having to take life day by day. And after 4.5 years of being forced to do that against my will, now I have to take things hour by hour, sometimes minute by minute. I do not have the luxury of planning anything for the future. As human beings, we thrive on having things to which we can look forward … I have fear and terror of what could happen. With a teeny tiny sliver of hope that I am Really struggling to maintain.
https://laurenmgdoyle.com/2024/06/17/doing-my-best -
I think i am taking my time to listen and figure out what I want to be doing after this project and I should be doing some prep works
Keywords: {0}
I will be writing every night after finishing my reading and hope to see some changes. I will be checking off the items and also write what ideas and feelings I have encountered and what change has been happening in terms of both internal and external things in life. Hope I can change and become a better person. Oh and almost forgot, that 6 hours is not only about working. I will be about researching, brainstorming, focusing, creating and also my main work too. So, yes. I will try to reflect some of the things I found while working as ell. Cheers to a better life and better me!
https://belleame79.wordpress.com/2023/06/19/start -
I want my children and my grandchildren and maybe even my great grandchildren to remember there was always laughter and that they were loved very much
Keywords: {0}
Turning 51 really didn’t bother me, if anything, it reminded me that the number means that my time here is finite and I needed to make the most of whatever number I had left. Life should be about acquiring memories and not things.
https://sassyitaliangirl.com/about -
It was fun, scenic, and definitely a route I want to take Melissa on at some point
Keywords: update , weather , work , writing
We have no travel plans at this time. The van is doing well, but has remained parked since our last trip to Texas to visit Melissa’s family. The only change is that we upgraded my DVD player to a Blu-Ray player, unlocking access to Melissa’s vast movie collection inside the van. We were on a bit of a disaster movie kick, but then the storms that brought tornadoes closer than we wanted slowed that down a bit.
https://smokeydavan.com/2025/06/04/life-update -
There are certain things I’m no longer afraid of, like saying what I mean, chasing after what I want, face-planting, reaching out to people when I get lonely, and admitting vulnerability, and all of that …
Keywords: Sundry , updates , writing , writing habits
I no longer wish I have written, a delusion I’ve held onto for years. I just write. I don’t wait for that crazy feeling in my stomach that tells me I must put this on paper. I just write.
https://mackycruz.com/writing-wounded -
Now at 30 looking back in my life, I want to write something, to create something that can be [saved], [shared] and [passed] down generations, which is why I build this wordpress
Keywords: {0}
The name of the page is “PS: I miss you x” if you wonder, is the signing at the end of numerous unsent and lost postcards, letters, messages from me to people I love, with “x” is symbol of a kiss. Maybe one day, you will see a girl with long messy hair and a pair of glass sitting in a park, riverside, central square, a church somewhere writing a postcard, come say hi because it’s probably me travelling solo somewhere in this big big world and missing people in my life.
https://psimissyoux.wordpress.com/2023/06/07/ps-i-miss-you-x -
I want to see if I can attend to the nuances of the social connections in my life with the same determination that the organization has to protect these teaching
Keywords: personal experiences
I understand that my goal of creating a loving community with the help of Vipassana is different from the organizations goal of preserving and sharing the technique of Vipassana. I’m hopeful that there can be synergy between these goals rather than division. I look forward to continuing to nurture my personal practice and the social connections in my life. Time to meditate.
https://livingvipassana.com/2023/06/07/nurturing-subtle-social-connections
Wants 