How can I be fine when I got no idea how to express how bad I feel?

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I want so may things that I can’t figure out how to do them, or I postpone them for as long as possible, hoping that it will go away or that things will get sorted out on their own.

It is a roller-coaster ride which I want to share with y’all – to experience what it feels like to learn new things every day

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Being a commerce student in high school, it is quite intimidating for me to enter a college where I would be expected to take up 8 courses in fields which I wouldn’t have thought of studying in my wildest dreams. Switching from Business Studies to Computer Programming, from Accounts to Philosophy and so on was not easy initially, especially in these trying times when you miss out completely on the social aspect of college. Wrapping your head around these subjects takes a while. But surprisingly, it did not turn out to be as bad as imagined. Instead, I find myself grow as an individual because of so many perspectives on a single issue. It is overwhelming yet eye-opening.