Tag: own

Despite all eight million outcomes of a life, it seems like mine is supposed to be here

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i’ve been wondering if i’m supposed to settle for someone or not trust my gut & shame myself for not having feelings for someone – like I should even though I don’t… I think it stems from a concern that I will never meet someone with the level of understanding & friendship that i’m dreaming of. but then I was listening to this song about this girl who met someone that feels perfect & right & I was like, I mean every love song in the world can’t be lying right. & then I decided that it’s just going to have to stem from faith. & for the time being, i’m going to trust my gut with these things & stop stringing things along that I know ultimately don’t feel right. so I guess you could say i’ve had this hesitant conviction to not lead men on so much. dot dot dot. eek. I can be selective, I rlly can. & not just go with the flow. I think I need to just do less going w the flow in general. nothing wrong w being a girl who knows what she wants. & I feel like in life & overall, I have a pretty decent idea of what I want.
https://mpru.me/2021/06/12/raw (visited 2021-06-12)

2021-12-15
There [are] so many things I want to tell you, so many new stories I want to share with you but I sadly can’t as you’re no longer “my” person and I’m no longer yours

Keywords: love , thoughts

Maybe one day we will meet again? Maybe one day we will meet again strangers who know each other a bit too well. Till then, I wish you all the best. Thank you for the past 2 years.
https://cherrrvel.blog/2021/05/30/meeting-you-was-a-nice-accident

2021-10-26
I can only be the best that I can be, not what others want me to be

Keywords: life , college , education , hey girl hey , i am trying , justagirl , money , struggle bus

I am saying that they expect me and will force me to do what is ideal in their eyes when it comes to career and life decisions. There have been times where I say just stop doing this to yourself and leave, but it is like an abusive relationship. I have stood my ground and told my parents to just straight up stop because I cannot handle the constant debt on my shoulders even though you say it’s not there.
https://justagirlog.wordpress.com/2021/05/28/money-money-money

2021-10-21
I realized that I could either continue on the path that the world wrote for me or start my own

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My first thought was that I want out. I didn’t want to be part of the society and culture anymore. I wanted to make my own decisions, fend for myself, and survive on my own the best I could. I didn’t get very far because I realized that I didn’t even know how to get food unless it came from the grocery store. This is when I started to connect all the dots. I couldn’t get food unless I had money. I couldn’t get money unless I had a job. I ended up right back where I was in the first place. I poor college graduate working a low wage job just to scrape by.
https://andrew-judd.com/2021/05/14/why-i-made-this-blog

2021-09-08
My family home has taught me how to love people even while not really liking them in the moment, how to apologize for something said in anger, how to recognize the importance of maintaining bonds and preserving relationships with those we really truly care about

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The looming horizon of graduation and the end of this season of my life, then college and moving away and the beginning of an entirely new season, has really pushed me to consider what I care about here, and how I’m going to take that with me into the rest of my life.
https://emmillsmakesablog228084560.wordpress.com/2021/04/23/home-is-where-my-heart-is

2021-07-05