I feel like I have worlds inside my head and at the moment, I am lacking in skills (videography, directing, dancing and more) to fully realise my own visions and imaginations

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I think that I need to keep improving and to get better at things but while that happens, the things I can dream up and picture will always keep moving on. So maybe I’ll never be able to fully realise my ideas but I would like to get better at them and to create better videos in future.

https://justnanahana.wordpress.com/2023/01/21/a-reflection-on-creative-pursuits-and-more

The job I ended up with just happens to be the one I have wanted to land in for the last 9 years and due to a retirement was already in the works for me to train in, but it was very uncertain if anyone else would bump me for it

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These were all personal areas for myself that I wanted to grow and I am so thankful that I have! When I think of looking at my ‘reverse gap,’ it is hard not to feel happy about what improvements have happened. I find I have no reason to get caught up feeling not good enough comparing to others when I just compare to my past self. Then think back 2 years, then 5 and 10. Some of these things happened that I hadn’t expected. A year ago, I didn’t know I was going to get the job I wanted. A year ago, if I thought about an exercise program, I wouldn’t have considered committing to more than 6 weeks of working out.

https://devonmcfaddenart.ca/2021/10/12/happiness

A presentation in English is a big challenge for me

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I want to improve a lot in both speaking and writing. I want to speak smoothly in my presentation and have a great writing skill in my paper. My vocabulary box is poor so I need to learn more besides classes, and also improve my grammar to avoid unnecessary mistakes. For my goal in fall semester, I want to write a paper with fully correct grammar and logical sentences. It may be hard but I will try my best.

https://myyishi.wordpress.com/2020/12/12/example-post-3

I want to go back to not overthinking about the technicalities and letting myself go from time to time and not giving a damn whether it looks “good” or not

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It could have been because I was too focused on improving technically that being super experimental was a no-no because I wanted my stuff to look “decent” in regards to following the general rules of art and letting loose; not caring about colour compatibility and linework was like..breaking the rules and not “improving”..sigh

https://milliekou.wordpress.com/2020/10/31/practice-3