I’m excited to go on this new adventure and move into a happier head space and I’m looking forward to bringing you along

Keywords: Personal , Changes , Life , Updates

There were a lot of factors that went into my decision to leave, but the biggest one by far was the fact that I just wasn’t happy. I was absolutely miserable everyday. And for some people they can do a job that they don’t like and be totally okay with showing up everyday. I am not one of those people. I want to be happy. I think I can be happy. And this job was the only thing that was really holding me back from happiness. So I decided it would be best to leave and do something else instead of continuing to give all of myself to something I really wasn’t interested in doing.

https://lovegeekygirl.wordpress.com/2021/09/06/i-quit-my-job-heres-what-happened

I want to become more comfortable and excited doing things on my own

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I didn’t have any study tours this Wednesday, so I decided to have a solo exploration day. In the morning, I walked to Church of our Savior, where I got to climb the spire and see a beautiful view of the surrounding area. It was a little scary getting up there, as Fall comes with a lot of wind in Copenhagen, but the view was absolutely worth it. Afterward, I headed to a part of Copenhagen that I haven’t been to and walked around for a bit.

https://vickyindenmark.wordpress.com/2022/09/08/starting-to-settle-in

I want to take advantage of every moment possible in this new adventure

Keywords: burnout , creativity , freinds , grad school , health , jail , job , marraige , mental wellbeing , middle age , new writer , writer , writing , adventure , friends , grand teton , new writers , writing commmunity , yellowstone

It’s slowly occurring to me that it may take a while to recharge fully. After 22 years of serving others, especially after this past year and a half, it’s time for me to take care of myself. I keep reminding myself that I need a break.

https://christyflutterby.com/2021/08/29/a-dry-well

These are my recent thoughts, take it or leave it

Keywords: depression , emotions , fear , hopelessness , life , lost , wonder

I fear that I’ll never find that soulmate and have another family. I’ve always gravitated toward people who have maternal traits or who possess a comforting and guiding trait. I fear to never allow someone in my life who would see that I am full of love and I can give back. I fear that my past limits my future. I fear that I cannot be transparent about the obstacles in my life that have shaped who I am today. I fear that I will not have an impact on people. I fear that I will never want to show love and accept love because of simply it not working out. I fear having expectations because I have continuously been dissapointed. I wonder if hope and prayer is just this false illusion that comforts us in the moments of despair and hopelessness. I’ve always referred to myself as a meandering lost soul. I continue to search for what my passion and drive is, but not certain of how to apply it to make me successful.

https://ellhines.wordpress.com/2018/04/24/fear