I feel like I have worlds inside my head and at the moment, I am lacking in skills (videography, directing, dancing and more) to fully realise my own visions and imaginations

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I think that I need to keep improving and to get better at things but while that happens, the things I can dream up and picture will always keep moving on. So maybe I’ll never be able to fully realise my ideas but I would like to get better at them and to create better videos in future.

https://justnanahana.wordpress.com/2023/01/21/a-reflection-on-creative-pursuits-and-more

There are a lot of things I would like to transform about myself

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I would also like to change about my attitude in college. I am not completely sure what I want to do with my life so going to college is a proper option to discover what you want to do. However at the same time I do dislike going to college. Not that the work is hard and I do have great professors but for some reason I do feel a sense of emptiness when I walk towards my college. Likely out of boredom as I don’t really learn during their lectures. I wish there was a mind control machine I would utilize on my professors and counselors to graduate me already but life doesn’t work that way (no disrespect towards my professors and counselor). I also wish there was a time machine to change the mistakes I made of my past. There is something else I would like to change is how to be patient regarding homework. I am obsessed with finishing as soon as I can but at the same time want to be 100 percent correct. Every time I get stuck on an answer you could say I mildly panic due to my obsession with finishing.

https://brainofjay909136493.wordpress.com/2021/09/22/something-i-like-to-change-about-myself

I want to chase success everyday and want to help and guide and support to anyone who’s lost and helpless and weak like my younger self

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I used to be innocent and lost, seeking for right direction. It was like I was aware of my potential, but needed right direction and support. I felt sorry for younger me, for the times there was no one to support, guide and understand my actions. But with time and experiences I’ve learned so much and grown up. I’m happy with this version of myself and will try to improve more.

https://burningsoul994403734.wordpress.com/2021/04/19/my-worth

A presentation in English is a big challenge for me

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I want to improve a lot in both speaking and writing. I want to speak smoothly in my presentation and have a great writing skill in my paper. My vocabulary box is poor so I need to learn more besides classes, and also improve my grammar to avoid unnecessary mistakes. For my goal in fall semester, I want to write a paper with fully correct grammar and logical sentences. It may be hard but I will try my best.

https://myyishi.wordpress.com/2020/12/12/example-post-3

I want to go back to not overthinking about the technicalities and letting myself go from time to time and not giving a damn whether it looks “good” or not

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It could have been because I was too focused on improving technically that being super experimental was a no-no because I wanted my stuff to look “decent” in regards to following the general rules of art and letting loose; not caring about colour compatibility and linework was like..breaking the rules and not “improving”..sigh

https://milliekou.wordpress.com/2020/10/31/practice-3