Studying astrology and the zodiac makes me feel like I’m part of something

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The number one way to not feel sorry for oneself is to give to another person. Giving to someone else is the best way to not be bored, and to get your head out of “me”. I sleep to gain a better insight into who I am and what I can do. I feel sorry for myself because I get bored. I get bored because I’m lonely. I’m lonely because I’m alone. I love to be alone… So it’s my own fault that I feel lonely.

https://sleepmorelivemoreexperiment.wordpress.com/2021/04/26/thoughts-on-sleep

I probably ‘like’ him because he makes me feel better about myself

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There’s this person I respect who seems to be part of or head of every single club and a literal polyglot-musician-actress-mathematician genius but still somehow remains cheerful and gets good grades. I aspire to be like her, but yet don’t want to be like her – I want to be myself. I want to know what I’m passionate about and carve a little niche where I can be good at what I do. I know I want to be in a STEM career, but not specifically what I want to do. We are gearing up to IB and choosing our options, and all everyone seems to ask is “what do you want to be in the future?” I always say a doctor, but some days I ruminate about being an editor, or a museum curator. Careers that seem nothing to do with the path I’ll probably end up going.

https://mymindfile.wordpress.com/2020/12/15/example-post-3