I want a baby so much it hurts

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I feel like something is missing from the very middle of me. I feel empty inside. The longing for a baby gets stronger and stronger every month. But so does the disappointment. When I get my period, my heart drops. I cry. I get moody and emotional. People think it’s just my period making me that way, but it’s so much more. It’s the sound of my hopes and dreams shattering as they hit the floor.

https://mississippideltamom.wordpress.com/2021/07/07/the-struggle-with-infertility

I remember floating across third place books and up to the cake display that he was behind and shakily telling him that he was cute then asking to give him my number

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I thought about deleting my postings about my previous struggle and relationships but I realized the only real thing to do is keep them. Let whomever should read them know that for me, finding my person hasn’t been an easy task.

https://thoughtvomitdotblog.wordpress.com/2020/11/17/love-of-my-life