I stand before this blog holding the budding ideas I want to undertake, and with enough impostor syndrome and inertia that I don’t know how to cure

Keywords: Reflecting On Water , literary doubts , working week , Writing

Oftentimes I am paralysed by the ways in which we carry on, more often than not defeating, and writing around it becomes difficult for me. (Although I have a lot to say.) I’m feeling doubtful that literature will be able to do justice to the narrative of our humanity right now, both fractured and flawless, but there is nothing else I know how to do well with my time.

https://amarllyis.in/2024/04/13/time-after-time

Growing up I changed what I wanted to be when I was older probably every other week

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I’ve learned that I can’t control that and it’s nothing for me to stress out about now. What’s most important is living in the moment and being forever grateful for what you have and for what you’ve experienced. I’ve found that stressing about the future has only made me feel worse because it is so unknown and irrelevant right now and once I’ve started to accept that, it has been a much more positive experience.

https://rollinslily.wordpress.com/2021/11/17/fear-of-the-future

I’m trying to understand how to love the present, even if it’s not entirely where I want to be right now

Keywords: adulthood , blog , comingofage , mentalhealth , mindfullness , yoga

I guess the biggest factor is ensuring you are enjoying your present and actually wanting to be there. This is something I have struggled with since moving home from Australia and being in a bit of a limbo while I am waiting to get back. It’s hard to be fully content with where I am right now, because in truth, it’s not where I want to be. However reliving memories of my life there and trying to plan a future that is so [uncertain] right [now], is going to make me feel worse. All I, and […] any of us can do, is strive to be our very best in the moment we are because who knows where the lessons you learn now might take you.

https://nowwhatblog591581787.wordpress.com/2021/10/19/how-to-be-present-when-youre-not-sure-you-want-to-be

I want to be able to wake up in the morning without ever thinking about where to get money to get us by for the day, how can I buy my needs, etc.

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I want to live freely and stress-free. I want to be able to eat whatever I want to eat everyday. Right now, I don’t even know what I want to become in the nearest future. I’ve been out of out school for almost two years now and I’m kinda lost but that’s okay. I believe in the saying that everyone has their own time.

https://freeyourheart7.wordpress.com/2021/05/02/dreams

What do you do when the thing you thought was your calling just isn’t?

Keywords: serenity snippets , growing up , journey , my journey , peace , reflection , self love , update

I love planning things and bringing joy to people. I always thought it would be through words. I always thought my greatest gift that God ever gave me was my ability to tell stories. Now I’m not sure and it sadness me but also confuses me. I love my job. I love telling stories. But I just don’t know if that is the most fulfilling thing in my life anymore.

https://serenitysearching.com/2020/10/27/preview