Keywords: drawings , pastel , animation , anime , cartoon , chibi , cute , illustration , kawaii , manga , pastel pencils , pastels , sketchbook , tan paper
And there I am, standing on a puddle of tears. Surprisingly, the sketching flowed really smoothly perhaps because I was so emotional. A quick sketch to let me vent. Vent on paper and also here on the keyboard as I type this piece. WHERE IS MY STUFF???
Keywords: Life in general , Personal Growth
For years I had disconnected myself from my own needs. I had found that ignoring them was a survival strategy, experience had taught me that I was safer that way. This wasn’t a sustainable approach. I’d become so good at hiding and ignoring my needs that I spent years going through life numb to the good experiences I should have been having. All my actions were routed in expectations and obligations. When that got too much for me I turned to food, drink and drugs to fuel actions. It was ok that I needed to spend the day in bed, it was a hangover rather than depression caused by my unhealed trauma. It’s fine that I drank before I went out, that was me being savvy with money as I wouldn’t spend so much at the club. My binge eating was tied to the days when I was suffering malnutrition from before my adoption (I don’t recall that, I think I may have made it up. I recall walking to collect water with a container on my head as part of my chores, but never hunger…) and the list of justified negative behaviour that sustained the numbing of my emotions is endless. This was never sustainable, and that’s a good thing.
Keywords: general , life , writing , blogging , growing up , life , long read , observations , ranting , thoughts , writing
Strength is praised, weaknesses cause irritation and rectification. Flaws are not to be accommodated, only fixed.https://mattwilliamsonlive.wordpress.com/2021/06/07/reflections-2
Keywords: blogs , feelings , expression , acceptance , understanding , blogging , safe space , outlet , venting
I have a lot of things that I deal with, as I am sure many of you do. So I would like to write about things that people can relate to. Even if the things I write aren’t 100% something you understand, I know we can all understand feelings. Situations may not be the exact same, but the emotions can be.https://psychofreba.com/2021/03/18/why-am-i-blogging
Keywords: assignment 4 , part 4 , research and reflection , assignment , reflection
This is something that really excites mehttps://rhiannadraws.wordpress.com/2020/12/09/assignment-4-reflection
Keywords: honest thoughts , addiction , choose , crazy , emotion , feelings , friendship , happy , heartbreak , honesty , internet , love , motivational , my-thoughts , ok , photography , questions , relationship , thoughts
I want so may things that I can’t figure out how to do them, or I postpone them for as long as possible, hoping that it will go away or that things will get sorted out on their own.https://lifethroughoneeye1997.wordpress.com/2018/04/12/i-want