Tag: expecting

I’m thinking in the village and cottage I’d want a major project to work on as I would have the time

Keywords: home , prompts , choices , cottage , experiences , journaling , regrets , say yes , wins

I’m trying to live with fewer regrets so renting a cottage filled this void. Something I had never done before so try it. There is nothing to lose. Well, I had a relaxing week of reading, painting, sitting on the deck doing nothing and walking the beach. I enjoyed it. I needed it. This was not what I was expecting but hello what I needed.

https://youcanalwaysstartnow.wordpress.com/2022/08/12/not-what-i-thought-i-wanted

I came to a realization that for the past year or so, I had been living in the imagination of where I wanted to be, I almost let go of where I was

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Thoughts of my life and where I was imagining it in the next five years took away the reality of everyday, and it became so tiring. It robbed me of the joys of today, and I am sincerely tired of it. I want to experience life now, while patiently and calmly waiting for tomorrow with beautiful expectation.

https://lettinggod.home.blog/2021/10/03/one-day-at-a-time-a-step-at-a-time

I was TERRIFIED because I wanted to work in Labor and Delivery so bad!

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After my interview, I was told to expect to hear back in about a week. Six days passed and I was getting ready to take graduation pictures when I texted my roommate that I was upset and felt like I wasted my practicum time because I felt like there was no way I would get a job in L&D. Twenty minutes after I sent that text, I got a call where I was informed that A JOB OFFER WAS BEING EXTENDED TO ME! I was so overwhelmed with joy! I accepted that job and am currently waiting on my temporary license to begin working at my dream job!

https://fearlesslyfaithfulorg.wordpress.com/2022/05/17/road-to-rn-part-5

I can only be the best that I can be, not what others want me to be

Keywords: life , college , education , hey girl hey , i am trying , justagirl , money , struggle bus

I am saying that they expect me and will force me to do what is ideal in their eyes when it comes to career and life decisions. There have been times where I say just stop doing this to yourself and leave, but it is like an abusive relationship. I have stood my ground and told my parents to just straight up stop because I cannot handle the constant debt on my shoulders even though you say it’s not there.

https://justagirlog.wordpress.com/2021/05/28/money-money-money

With the excitement that I am feeling, I wanted you to know that I have been praying about you

Keywords: futurebf, loveletter

I am very excited to meet you. I am curious of how our “meet cute” will be like Lara Jean and Peter Kavinsky did. I am excited of how you will look like. I wonder if you are good with musical instruments, a dancer, has a good sense of humor, a reader or an artist/painter like me. I can imagine you leading the worship team singing your heart out for the Lord. Above all I want to know how are you with your relationship with the Lord and with others. I want to know your beautiful scars, your past, failures and victories in life.

https://docfeyt13.wordpress.com/2021/03/02/a-love-letter-to-my-future-boyfriend

I remember floating across third place books and up to the cake display that he was behind and shakily telling him that he was cute then asking to give him my number

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I thought about deleting my postings about my previous struggle and relationships but I realized the only real thing to do is keep them. Let whomever should read them know that for me, finding my person hasn’t been an easy task.

https://thoughtvomitdotblog.wordpress.com/2020/11/17/love-of-my-life