I’ve realized that I desire love, but I want to control it

Keywords: blogs , connection , dating , emotions , feelings , life , lifestyle , love , pain , romance , self awareness , self improvement , trauma , validation , vulnerable

My emotional unavailability is due to me feeling like I have to control how relationships play out. It took me a while to realize that I was seeking validation from the connection more than anything.

https://queenmediacollective.com/2021/08/26/im-emotionally-unavailable-but-i-like-you

There’s a lot of shit that keeps on coming in my tiny brain of 1400cc capacity with an overfunctional amygdala and emotions oozing out and I want to write it all

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my thought process works bongers and that is why I want to write it all. So yes, welcome aboard guys! Maybe you could share a laugh or two with me or probably laugh at me or just feel cringed out and disgusted but I probably  won’t ever post this online. So fuck it, I’m still writing this.

https://thediaryofjustanothercommonwoman.wordpress.com/2021/08/18/welcome-aboard

I don’t feel like me and I’m really trying to find my way back

Keywords: random thoughts , adulthood , advice , emotional , fear , happiness , life , lost , myself , opportunities , overthink , rant , thoughts , update

I mean I know I’m fine and I’ll be fine eventually but this girl is struggling and I don’t know what I want in life nor do I know what I’m doing.

https://anahislife.wordpress.com/2021/08/04/a-sea-of-lost-thoughts