I will hit publish before my anxious self can get in the way and put fear in me to either not post or save this as a draft

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I want to push out of my routine and create a new one. A new routine where I write and take photos in addition to working. A new me where if I don’t get my workout in but laughed and played with my family instead I am ok with that. If I want to take some photos the dishes can wait. It’s easy for me to say but harder for me to do as I struggle with OCD and anxiety. I don’t want my children to grow up OCD or anxious like me. I want to encourage my children to grow and explore things and showing them is the best example. My son loves to write and so do I. I am always encouraging him to write but never taking my own advice. So here I am writing.

https://purplemessmom.family.blog/2021/08/06/take-my-own-advice

Ideally it would be great to get the chance to go into places you think you’d have an interest for a day or two just to see if you would like it

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Kind of like work experience in any places you think you’d like because I assume there’s way more people like me who have no idea what they want to do still and this might help us choose something. Is that a bad idea let me know your thoughts? I’ve always been jealous of people who knew what they wanted to do since they were in school it was something I never knew. The only thing that every really came up was I’ve a business head so something in business but that area is SO BROAD there’s so many different parts to it.

https://itsemer.wordpress.com/2021/05/10/whats-next

I want to share my knowledge and thoughts about it

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There’s a lot of things that I want to share when it comes to pageantry and this time I want to use my YouTube channel as a platform to inspire young girls who want to be a beauty queen. I want to share with them the steps that might help them to awake the queen inside them. Also, I want to give some advice to those women who can’t pursue their dreams because of some personal issues. I want to show to the world that in spite of the pandemic, there’s still a chance for us to dream.

https://dhanearasa.wordpress.com/2021/05/03/the-crown

The reason why I want to be a family lawyer is because my family says that I am good at negotiating and giving advice or counseling

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The most difficult thing was communicating with my friends and understanding what they were saying but after staying for a while I understood the American culture and was in love with how they did everything. The challenges also made me who Iam today by making me work even more harder than I ever did.

https://lucky539296833.wordpress.com/2020/11/05/about-me-2

I want my life to be remembered for some good in a time where we were uncertain in the direction of our future

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I stay sometimes where I am convinced I am not wanted because in the same sense I am convinced that I am needed. I do feel taken advantage of but I wonder what women hasn’t been. Gone or the days of a clear male and female tasks. The desire to be with my son full time and take direct ownership and responsibility of how he turns out is a weight that some have to take on in addition to trying to put food on the table. I think marriage was designed to protect us for sacrificing our working potential in order to provide the necessary building blocks of life to our offspring. I think our children began to take a back burner when the western world started to brainwash us into believing that what you had at home was peanuts and the rest of the world was a deluxe nut mix complete with pistachios. We have barely broken the land and we stopped working together as a family to achieve success. We turned in jobs of hard harbor to office jobs pushing pencils and shredding paper. Where once all the hard work went right back into the family now investing in the career threatens to bankrupt the family as a whole.

https://rubyohsosweet.com/2020/10/24/for-better-or-worse-2