Keywords: professional development
I will look for opportunities to do something I’ve never done before to challenge myself outside of my comfort zone. It is best to learn outside of my comfort zone, because I do things that I don’t usually do and therefore I will learn the best in such situation.
Keywords: friends , life , death , friendship , life
It’s not all up to me. If they have walked away, you should accept it.
Keywords: depression , emotions , fear , hopelessness , life , lost , wonder
I fear that I’ll never find that soulmate and have another family. I’ve always gravitated toward people who have maternal traits or who possess a comforting and guiding trait. I fear to never allow someone in my life who would see that I am full of love and I can give back. I fear that my past limits my future. I fear that I cannot be transparent about the obstacles in my life that have shaped who I am today. I fear that I will not have an impact on people. I fear that I will never want to show love and accept love because of simply it not working out. I fear having expectations because I have continuously been dissapointed. I wonder if hope and prayer is just this false illusion that comforts us in the moments of despair and hopelessness. I’ve always referred to myself as a meandering lost soul. I continue to search for what my passion and drive is, but not certain of how to apply it to make me successful.https://ellhines.wordpress.com/2018/04/24/fear
Keywords: art , philosophy , #1 , animation , christian , comics , community , faith , god , krita , mental-health , psychology , spirituality
Growing up Christian, I was always asked to not focus on things below (worldly things) and on things above (God, eternity, etc.). Now, as I go through a crisis of faith, I find that really hard to do. I really don’t have any idea what I’m supposed to look at. Well, I’ve got a vague idea of what’s beautiful and true. However, aligning your perspective to something sounds like a big deal and I don’t know if what I know right now is of substance or worth committing to.https://thefourthdimensionoflife.wordpress.com/2021/07/21/perspective
Keywords: life , race reports , trail updates
When signing up for a race, you’re essentially saying, “Here’s what I want, this is what I intend to do.” But do you truly understand what you’re signing up for and what that could mean? What is your goal or intention worth to you, and what is your reason behind it?https://mercuryontherun.com/2021/06/19/i-would-do-anything-for-love