I should challenge myself and face my fears

Keywords: blog

I’ll be trying out a bunch of activities that I find interesting alone. Hopefully through this experience that I’m sharing with you, I will learn more about myself. My blog will be focusing on lifestyle, fashion, self love, and everything about me. Rather than experiencing this alone I think it is quite nice to share it with other people through blogging. I think that there are people out there who will relate to me.

https://yolandamplatyi.wordpress.com/2021/10/11/introductory-post

I want to take advantage of every moment possible in this new adventure

Keywords: burnout , creativity , freinds , grad school , health , jail , job , marraige , mental wellbeing , middle age , new writer , writer , writing , adventure , friends , grand teton , new writers , writing commmunity , yellowstone

It’s slowly occurring to me that it may take a while to recharge fully. After 22 years of serving others, especially after this past year and a half, it’s time for me to take care of myself. I keep reminding myself that I need a break.

https://christyflutterby.com/2021/08/29/a-dry-well

These are my recent thoughts, take it or leave it

Keywords: depression , emotions , fear , hopelessness , life , lost , wonder

I fear that I’ll never find that soulmate and have another family. I’ve always gravitated toward people who have maternal traits or who possess a comforting and guiding trait. I fear to never allow someone in my life who would see that I am full of love and I can give back. I fear that my past limits my future. I fear that I cannot be transparent about the obstacles in my life that have shaped who I am today. I fear that I will not have an impact on people. I fear that I will never want to show love and accept love because of simply it not working out. I fear having expectations because I have continuously been dissapointed. I wonder if hope and prayer is just this false illusion that comforts us in the moments of despair and hopelessness. I’ve always referred to myself as a meandering lost soul. I continue to search for what my passion and drive is, but not certain of how to apply it to make me successful.

https://ellhines.wordpress.com/2018/04/24/fear

There’s a lot of shit that keeps on coming in my tiny brain of 1400cc capacity with an overfunctional amygdala and emotions oozing out and I want to write it all

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my thought process works bongers and that is why I want to write it all. So yes, welcome aboard guys! Maybe you could share a laugh or two with me or probably laugh at me or just feel cringed out and disgusted but I probably  won’t ever post this online. So fuck it, I’m still writing this.

https://thediaryofjustanothercommonwoman.wordpress.com/2021/08/18/welcome-aboard

I will make a change — I will

Keywords: bebetter , dealingwithit , dobetter , gettingthrough , mentalhealth , mentalhealthwareness , owningit , workingonit

Maybe that’s why I created this blog. Maybe that’s the reason. It’s not to drown in depression, it’s not to drag others with me. It’s to share what I’m going through. It’s to shed some light into the mental issues people go through, and how mental illnesses impact people’s lives. It’s to show how multiple different sides and realities can coexist in one person.

https://gotyoumind.com/2021/06/11/welcome-to-the-top-of-my-world-get-cocky-with-me

I want to be able to wake up in the morning without ever thinking about where to get money to get us by for the day, how can I buy my needs, etc.

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I want to live freely and stress-free. I want to be able to eat whatever I want to eat everyday. Right now, I don’t even know what I want to become in the nearest future. I’ve been out of out school for almost two years now and I’m kinda lost but that’s okay. I believe in the saying that everyone has their own time.

https://freeyourheart7.wordpress.com/2021/05/02/dreams

Making the decision to publish my innermost thoughts & reflections on this blog was a win for me

Keywords: wellness , accomplishments , how do you define your worth , internal narratives , self love , transactional love , upholding expectations , vulnerability

Pulling the trigger to share it publicly denoted courage I never thought I’d find to throw my insecurities, imposter syndrome, & fear of being judged to the wind in order to prioritize my healing.

https://notesbynani.com/how-do-you-characterize-your-worth