Studying astrology and the zodiac makes me feel like I’m part of something

Keywords: sleep , being alone , found , free writing , lonely , lost , my thoughts , sleep , sleep experiment

The number one way to not feel sorry for oneself is to give to another person. Giving to someone else is the best way to not be bored, and to get your head out of “me”. I sleep to gain a better insight into who I am and what I can do. I feel sorry for myself because I get bored. I get bored because I’m lonely. I’m lonely because I’m alone. I love to be alone… So it’s my own fault that I feel lonely.

https://sleepmorelivemoreexperiment.wordpress.com/2021/04/26/thoughts-on-sleep

I want to become a man of character

Keywords: poetry

I want to one day become refined and confident, so as to present my time & myself as a dowry for my wife and future family. I want to become a man of simple means. Not focused on the temporary, material things in life. Not someone trying to get the most out of life, but give the most into life. I want to be happy, really truly happy like I am now. Content in unknowing, joyous in light of the questions that plague men. I want to be free of fear. Free of the chains I have wrapped tightly around my fists that are tied to the things I think ought to keep me safe, things like money. I want to be in love for the rest of my life, not in love with any particular thing, or person, but with existence! In love with life & with love itself. Who do I want to be? I want to be who I am now: K. Mario

Who do you want to become – King Mario (wordpress.com)